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so its been more than two months since i last updated. joys. well, since then i have:
lost the most important person in my life (Gary)
turned 15
made some new friends, or got to know old acquaintances better
got very very drunk
tried to quit smoking. twice.
thought i was pregnant due to the fact that i lost my pills
found my pills and found out i wasn't
cried. lots.
oh, and best of all, i found out that the guy who "still wants to be friends" purposefully made sure i had NO-ONE to talk to after he broke up with me, bitched about me, made sure everyone knew he was bitching about me, told people things about us that are NO-ONE ELSES FUCKING GODDAMN BUSINESS, is trying to cut me off from all my friends and keeps pretty much blanking me. Also, he couldn't fucking care less about me.
So yeah.
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lost the most important person in my life (Gary)
turned 15
made some new friends, or got to know old acquaintances better
got very very drunk
tried to quit smoking. twice.
thought i was pregnant due to the fact that i lost my pills
found my pills and found out i wasn't
cried. lots.
oh, and best of all, i found out that the guy who "still wants to be friends" purposefully made sure i had NO-ONE to talk to after he broke up with me, bitched about me, made sure everyone knew he was bitching about me, told people things about us that are NO-ONE ELSES FUCKING GODDAMN BUSINESS, is trying to cut me off from all my friends and keeps pretty much blanking me. Also, he couldn't fucking care less about me.
So yeah.
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