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So one week from today, I will be back in Boston. I'm excited to leave Lowell with all its drama, I cant wait to be in my new apartment in Boston, but not so much excited to have to pay for all those damn bills. Being back home has brought on nothing but exhaustion from work, annoyance from family, and useless memories of the past. I didnt get to have much fun or spend much time with my friends because I was too busy working my ass off paying for the apartment...However, I must admit my highlight was welcoming Malakai into the world, he's soo precious and I'm going to miss him so much. At the beginning of the summer, my days werent so lonely because Alex was right in Boston and I could go see him whenever I wanted to, but he's been back home for 3 weeks and I've been in Canada so I miss him a lot. Although he is heading back to Boston tonight, I still cant see him until next Friday because next week is going to be my last week of work and I have to work crazy hours.
I want to head back to Boston earlier than anticipated but I do have work to finish up here at home. Alex, Welley and I are planning on going to the Cheescake factory next Saturday... hopefully Thuan will be able to join us. And I have to admit that having Welley and Thuan there in Boston with me is going to be so great because not only will I have the greatest shopping buddies with me, but I'll have my two best friends. Although welley will be much closer to me and will be coming over to raid my fridge more often than thuan. I missed them so much during my first year at college and Boston and now I get to have them with me!
Just so no one thinks I'm a cold heartless bitch, because I know I can be, I will truly miss my parents. They may have driven me nuts this whole summer, I love them so much and I cant bear to leave them again but I must. It's especially hard for me to leave my mom again because I'm still living with all the "We dont know"s from the doctors. I know my mom is strong and she'll get through anything, still I cant help from feel that I'm abandoning her.I just wish that I could leave home knowing that she's okay.. I know dad will take care of her...
I'm getting lazy to update my journal so I dont know when I will be back...
I want to head back to Boston earlier than anticipated but I do have work to finish up here at home. Alex, Welley and I are planning on going to the Cheescake factory next Saturday... hopefully Thuan will be able to join us. And I have to admit that having Welley and Thuan there in Boston with me is going to be so great because not only will I have the greatest shopping buddies with me, but I'll have my two best friends. Although welley will be much closer to me and will be coming over to raid my fridge more often than thuan. I missed them so much during my first year at college and Boston and now I get to have them with me!
Just so no one thinks I'm a cold heartless bitch, because I know I can be, I will truly miss my parents. They may have driven me nuts this whole summer, I love them so much and I cant bear to leave them again but I must. It's especially hard for me to leave my mom again because I'm still living with all the "We dont know"s from the doctors. I know my mom is strong and she'll get through anything, still I cant help from feel that I'm abandoning her.I just wish that I could leave home knowing that she's okay.. I know dad will take care of her...
I'm getting lazy to update my journal so I dont know when I will be back...