Some days just get to ya'
Right now I'm frustrated. I know I need to practice, and I have a fairly good idea of what I need to do, and what I need to practice to get me to where I need to be. The problem is that when I get in the practice room, I either just don't want to or I get so frustrated with the whole deal. I know my C# sucks, and I have to put forth more effort on that one note just to get it up to par with the rest, but it makes me so upset that I just don't want to mess with it. I just want to wake up one day and be like,"Wow, I can play the flute. Yay for me being amazing", but I also know that's not how it works at all.
I want to be able to just pick up the piccolo and be in tune, balancing to the ensemble, not having to worry all the time about it. Grr... I think I'm gonna go try this 'practice' thing one more time. God, thank you for being in control of everything. Help me to trust in You.
I want to be able to just pick up the piccolo and be in tune, balancing to the ensemble, not having to worry all the time about it. Grr... I think I'm gonna go try this 'practice' thing one more time. God, thank you for being in control of everything. Help me to trust in You.