I'm bored and haven't posted in a while, so here goes...
I'm at home. It's kinda boring...okay, I lied. So far it's really boring. I'm really glad I'm able to come see my family though. My nephew is a little kid now, he's not a baby anymore! He walks willingly, and he's gotten pretty good at it too! He doesn't even look like an infant anymore. It's so cute!
I think I'm going to review my week now because I can and you're reading. On Monday we had the rehearsal for the Gala, and it went well. Afterwords, Scott and I went to St. Pete-ish area (I think it's actually Seminole, but w/e) to get pieces of his tux. I got to meet his parents, and they seemed pretty nice. I found it amusing that the first thing his mom said to me was "So, you're the technologically-challenged one?" I found that terribly amusing and we talked a little, but I suck at conversations, so it was kinda weird at times. It's okay though.
Tuesday I had my piano lesson, and it was okay. I wasn't as well prepared as I could've been, but you live and learn...and then get Luvs(c). Bad joke, I know. I'm happy where I'm at on piano considering where I've come from, but I'm still not doing my best. The Gala went very well, and we had fun at Steak and Shake afterwords.
Wednesday was strange because Mr. Hunn was actually complimentary of my playing - not just anything, but my PICCOLO playing! Wonder of wonders, there IS a God! Actually, I talked to Mrs. J, and she thinks someone talked to him. Oh well. I'll just pretend like he was truly impressed by my playing.
Thursday - I had a really good lesson, and Mrs. J told me I could do the two concertos I want to do for my Junior and Senior recitals! Woot! She also is letting me work on an etude that I thought for sure she would tell me not to do. She was impressed by my playing in the recording, and told me that she didn't actually think I'd be able to do it, but she was happy to be proven wrong.
Today I had a blah Comp. lesson. the first half was good, but then I started asking question to things that I didn't have any music to go along with it, so I looked pretty stupid. Oh well. I'll do better for next week.
Okay, so why is it so hard to settle into something that I want to have? Sometimes I feel so comfortable, and sometimes I feel like a third wheel, even though there is no need to feel like that. It'll be okay, I'm sure of that, but I want it to be okay now! I know I'm being impatient. That brings up another point: Why am I so ambivalent that I sometimes am like 'full steam ahead', and other times pulling back on the reins as hard as I can; or at least that's what I feel like...
Some days I just don't like life. Praise God anyways, and good night all!
I think I'm going to review my week now because I can and you're reading. On Monday we had the rehearsal for the Gala, and it went well. Afterwords, Scott and I went to St. Pete-ish area (I think it's actually Seminole, but w/e) to get pieces of his tux. I got to meet his parents, and they seemed pretty nice. I found it amusing that the first thing his mom said to me was "So, you're the technologically-challenged one?" I found that terribly amusing and we talked a little, but I suck at conversations, so it was kinda weird at times. It's okay though.
Tuesday I had my piano lesson, and it was okay. I wasn't as well prepared as I could've been, but you live and learn...and then get Luvs(c). Bad joke, I know. I'm happy where I'm at on piano considering where I've come from, but I'm still not doing my best. The Gala went very well, and we had fun at Steak and Shake afterwords.
Wednesday was strange because Mr. Hunn was actually complimentary of my playing - not just anything, but my PICCOLO playing! Wonder of wonders, there IS a God! Actually, I talked to Mrs. J, and she thinks someone talked to him. Oh well. I'll just pretend like he was truly impressed by my playing.
Thursday - I had a really good lesson, and Mrs. J told me I could do the two concertos I want to do for my Junior and Senior recitals! Woot! She also is letting me work on an etude that I thought for sure she would tell me not to do. She was impressed by my playing in the recording, and told me that she didn't actually think I'd be able to do it, but she was happy to be proven wrong.
Today I had a blah Comp. lesson. the first half was good, but then I started asking question to things that I didn't have any music to go along with it, so I looked pretty stupid. Oh well. I'll do better for next week.
Okay, so why is it so hard to settle into something that I want to have? Sometimes I feel so comfortable, and sometimes I feel like a third wheel, even though there is no need to feel like that. It'll be okay, I'm sure of that, but I want it to be okay now! I know I'm being impatient. That brings up another point: Why am I so ambivalent that I sometimes am like 'full steam ahead', and other times pulling back on the reins as hard as I can; or at least that's what I feel like...
Some days I just don't like life. Praise God anyways, and good night all!