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She'll look into his eyes, and see something. She doesnt know what but its there. Maybe she thinks its love, maybe its care. maybe its just hte glint of hte tv screen in front of them..But the way he looked at her she cannot forget it, she cant get it out of her mind. It was that look, that gorgeous glance. that loving stare. Is it love. Is it practiced and used to make girls llike me fall in love. make girsl like me fell secure. make girls like me not able to forget, not abl eot move on, not able to just go on with my life, go on, with someone knew, someone better, someone who knows they love me, and tells me all the time. someone who is there for me, someone that doens thav ean eye for anyone else. but that look. that look that look that look. i cannot get it out of my mind. THAT LOOK. that way you look at me sometimes. or tat way you brushed my hair off my face that once, and that look. my god your blue eyes kill me. they really do. they just stare into me and i cant help but look back, and wonder. what does that look mean. a nd how come you only giv eit sometimes. how come you dont give it all to me. how come i cant have all of you and how come i cant just be with you. how come its not allowed and how come it doesnt seem right ot anyone else but me. doy ou feel it? i see you looking, looking straight at me. and i want to kno what you want to say. i want to knwo what you feel. i want you. i fucking want you. and i want all your looks and all your glances and i want all those smiles to be about me.and iw ant to make you s mile. and i want my hair brushed back by your handsa nd i want my cheeks only kissed by your lips. i dont want ot be foold and i dont wan to be iwth anyone else. i just want to look atyou. looking at me. witht hose gorgeos blue eyes.