sleeeep
I got home around 6 and slept til beef got home from work at 12 30. Im not that tired, but I'm watching 8 Mile---its a really good movie. Well, things settled down and thanks to Richie, I think I have realized everything thats been going inside me emotionally. I speak the truth and are not afraid to share things with people. Richie told me a week ago to "Not let go of something that you truly care about, it would be the worst mistake you've made; I know because I've done it before". These words truly opened my eyes and I finally figured out where I was emotionally. I guess a small break was all that was needed, and now its time to take things a little more easy. Thank you for all that listened and helped me answer my tough questions, and now everyone can be happy with their current lives :)
Although I feel like I've been a huge fuck up(well I did with those 2 tickets), I seem to be keeping it together very well as I usually do cuz I'm a strong person. A job confirmation would be nice by this weekend, but if not, then on Monday looks like I'll have to take a stand be very aggressive so that I have a job(even though its not the one I'll wanna have) by hte end of next week. Another factory job would blow, but right now I'm in a situation where I have to put myself in that situation, unless I get lucky and get a call from either of the other 2 "better" jobs.
Lets not forget about dancing games and friends now :P. I plan to DDR, ITG, or even PUMP(ZOMG LARA ANDS PIRIN) this weekend and next week as much as possible. Okay, time to finish watching movie and do other various things. Good night, and feel free to call me 440-622-9063, cuz Pqqp's the man dogg. Also, as I always mention, if anyone is in a rut or situation emotionally or personally, ur always free to call or talk to me cuz I owe the favor back after this month. RICHIES PARTY IS OCT.6 AND 7TH OR EITHER ONE OF THOSE, SO U SHOULD IM HIM AND STUFF AND GO CUZ HES COOL AS FUCK KNEE-GROWS!
Although I feel like I've been a huge fuck up(well I did with those 2 tickets), I seem to be keeping it together very well as I usually do cuz I'm a strong person. A job confirmation would be nice by this weekend, but if not, then on Monday looks like I'll have to take a stand be very aggressive so that I have a job(even though its not the one I'll wanna have) by hte end of next week. Another factory job would blow, but right now I'm in a situation where I have to put myself in that situation, unless I get lucky and get a call from either of the other 2 "better" jobs.
Lets not forget about dancing games and friends now :P. I plan to DDR, ITG, or even PUMP(ZOMG LARA ANDS PIRIN) this weekend and next week as much as possible. Okay, time to finish watching movie and do other various things. Good night, and feel free to call me 440-622-9063, cuz Pqqp's the man dogg. Also, as I always mention, if anyone is in a rut or situation emotionally or personally, ur always free to call or talk to me cuz I owe the favor back after this month. RICHIES PARTY IS OCT.6 AND 7TH OR EITHER ONE OF THOSE, SO U SHOULD IM HIM AND STUFF AND GO CUZ HES COOL AS FUCK KNEE-GROWS!