Apr 29, 2010 20:44
When you have only one opportunity, everything else does not matter because only this one does. I am unsure whether or not I blew this one chance and I really don't know how to react. My brain is seriously torturing me because it's thinking of things I really want to block out. I don't want to think too positively because if I fall, I'll fall very hard. And neither do I want to think on the negative side because it will really kill me and I don't want to die such a slow death.
And changing the topic to a totally different subject matter, I hope I'll get to see my boys... again soon. Bye bye, bbs.