my mental retardation.
Well.....what is wrong with me, i dont know, i have had a lot of good chances at shit lately, like in my work, and with my family and stuff... i guess thats good. Brandy called me, asked if i was ok to talk to her and be her friend now, i laughed at her, said ya im fine to talk, i just have no interest in it... she said fine, i said fine, we hung up, thats probably the last time we will speak, ever, i imagine ill be fine, i dont really think about her too much anymore
I feel angry. I am getting depressed lately, more and more, more then i have ever been, i dont know whats wrong with me, i think im addicted to dextromethorphan, i want it so bad, i need it i was fucking searching my medecine cabinet for something that had it in it, but the possibility from an o.d. because of the acetaminophen is very high on the pills that i have so looks like ima get some tripple c's....bah, why do we do it to ourselves.I dont like to be cast aside, if i feel like i am, im just gonna give up..... ya thats some fucking perserverence for ya. 11 hour day tomorrow, followed by a wonderful friday off, i will get a haircut and make sure i look good for my big date, im so excited, ya you know i am.
That tiffany girl at my work, theres something wrong with her, i cant place it, she does something weird, like out of place, she make me feel strange, i dont like it. I used to like her, i almost asked her out like a week ago, im fucking glad i didnt, she is weird.USELESS JOURNAL i havent even updated it in so long, im suprised if ne one looks at it, leave an anonymous comment if u read this,or just leave a real one so i know that u in fact read it.You are so last summer video came on the god damn tv tonight i about came in my fucking pants, i love that song so fucking much, and i dont know why. What will we do friday night, should we go to the movies..... itll be packed, i know i wanna go out to dinner, i plan to spend about 110 dollars, i would like to go somewhere nice, but not like melting pot i dont think, i wish tgi fridays wasnt so far away, i love that place...i guess i am just writing as i think at this point... i should stop.... .... .... .... ... .. .. .. . I am excited about friday, thats all i have to say about that.
I feel angry. I am getting depressed lately, more and more, more then i have ever been, i dont know whats wrong with me, i think im addicted to dextromethorphan, i want it so bad, i need it i was fucking searching my medecine cabinet for something that had it in it, but the possibility from an o.d. because of the acetaminophen is very high on the pills that i have so looks like ima get some tripple c's....bah, why do we do it to ourselves.I dont like to be cast aside, if i feel like i am, im just gonna give up..... ya thats some fucking perserverence for ya. 11 hour day tomorrow, followed by a wonderful friday off, i will get a haircut and make sure i look good for my big date, im so excited, ya you know i am.
That tiffany girl at my work, theres something wrong with her, i cant place it, she does something weird, like out of place, she make me feel strange, i dont like it. I used to like her, i almost asked her out like a week ago, im fucking glad i didnt, she is weird.USELESS JOURNAL i havent even updated it in so long, im suprised if ne one looks at it, leave an anonymous comment if u read this,or just leave a real one so i know that u in fact read it.You are so last summer video came on the god damn tv tonight i about came in my fucking pants, i love that song so fucking much, and i dont know why. What will we do friday night, should we go to the movies..... itll be packed, i know i wanna go out to dinner, i plan to spend about 110 dollars, i would like to go somewhere nice, but not like melting pot i dont think, i wish tgi fridays wasnt so far away, i love that place...i guess i am just writing as i think at this point... i should stop.... .... .... .... ... .. .. .. . I am excited about friday, thats all i have to say about that.