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[multiple, multiple locks] [I despair of her.]

Sep 09, 2010 20:36

[locked against the CLF]

So is this Three Dog person just the coolest person in the world or what? I mean his name is Three Dog. And like the way he writes stuff. I don't know how to describe it. It sounds like super cool though. I'm not good with words and explaining stuff. Plus, it's fun to hear about the rest of the world, huh?

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[locked to Elizabeth] sophicsulphur September 10 2010, 03:33:26 UTC

Like I said, I don't really know what we'll do... I suppose that we just try to keep ourselves safe and keep others safe whatever way we can. But there's a girl named Phoebe Donovan who got the supernatural community together for an army? Not an army like for war, but an army like... I don't know, it's just called that. We're fighting back but not necessarily physically fighting back. And we've been kind of doing that with setting up people to teach each other skills that each other has and things. And it's really like against the CLF but I assume you don't like the CLF either, right? So maybe you could join and learn skills to help protect people. And I could teach you alchemy, because that's what I do there.

Haha, I'm glad that made you think of me! I totally don't mind that you tell me these things because it's always funny to hear. So it can keep reminding you of me as often as it wants. Not that "it" really wants anything. You know.

[locked] pplrunincircles September 10 2010, 04:43:39 UTC

Yep, I know Phoebe! She's one of my best friends. We fought a monster in a lingerie store by driving a car into it. Um. I guess that's a weird story to start off with, but we've done other stuff together too! That's good about the army and everything. I read about it, but I was losing m busy at that time. It's weird for me to like get involved with all of that, cause I'm an angel of death so if either side dies like I'm helping on either side or both sides. But if I don't really think of it as sides, it'd be easier for me. Just doing the best that I can to fight back and stand up for what's good while helping anyone that dies even if they're someone that's CLF or in the angel or demon army. It kinda puts me at more of an observer role. But do you really think I could learn alchemy? I don't even know what it IS. Like potions and stuff? But I thought that was magic, and I can't do magic!

Hey, then I'll tell you every time that I talk to my organs. Totally! It doesn't happen all the time really, but it does happen. Yes, I know. :)

[locked] sophicsulphur September 10 2010, 04:47:38 UTC

She is? Really? She's [A LOT OF SCRIBBLED OUT STUFF HERE] my friend too! We should really try to spend more time together but last time things got a bit crazy so yeah.

I can understand that. I mean, I would help both sides too. If even someone who wanted to kill Wanderers was hurting, it might be hard for me not to help. So I really feel the same, but at the end of the day I wouldn't want to not help anyone. But that doesn't mean I can't protect the city too.

It is magic, but angels seem to be good at it anyway? I don't know, you could try learning. I mean it's also a mindset thing.

Yay!

[locked] pplrunincircles September 10 2010, 05:10:28 UTC

Really! :D She is the best! I'm so glad you know her too. She's an awesome person to know and get to be friends with.

Yeah. It's a difficult situation. Even if I don't agree with them, they're people too. They shouldn't have to die alone either. But it's why I'd-- I feel the death and I go toward where it's at no matter what else is going on. I can't help myself. I can't stop.

Oh my gosh, seriously? I'd really like to see you do it. I'm not really good at learning most stuff. It's why I dropped out of school, but I'd like to see you make some potions some time!

[locked] sophicsulphur September 10 2010, 05:17:36 UTC

Yeah. Yeah, she is, so much. So much.

Nobody should have to die alone. And I'm so happy that you think that-- it seems natural to me that of course you wouldn't take sides. Because that would be cruel. I'd say that I hope you'd be careful, in not getting hurt if you're running across the battlefield or anything, but I know I don't listen and I doubt you would either. You have to do what you have to do.

I can show you any time! Just name a date. You can even try them afterwards! One hundred percent non-harmful, guaranteed. They won't bother you even if you have allergies.

[locked] pplrunincircles September 10 2010, 05:36:01 UTC

I will try to be careful. My boyfriend put it best one day to me when he said that if I die helping people die in the now, it means that there are more people that I miss out on helping. Cause I'm dead. If that makes sense. Like it's important to help out and do your best and not let fear stop you. However, it's also important to be careful so we can live to help another day and help more people.

Okay! Cool! I can name a date but sometimes if I see someone dying, I might have to cancel or change dates cause I have to follow them around like a creeper until they yes. But I'll let you know beforehand if I have to do that. Are you free like next Tuesday?

[locked] sophicsulphur September 10 2010, 05:41:26 UTC

Yeah... you are right about that. I guess I didn't think of it that way, but I should've. It's just hard to not act. You see someone else's life in the balance, or in your case having a death that's better than it would otherwise be, and you know you can do something. You just don't think about yourself. Or I don't anyway.

That's okay! I understand your Calling comes first. And I think I'm free then! Sounds great!

[long pause before she writes this in at the bottom]Elizabeth, you're a really really nice person and I trust you so would you maybe do me a favour? Please keep being Phoebe's really, really good friend, okay? And if I ever do anything stupid and make her feel bad please listen to her. And please tell me ( ... )

[locked] pplrunincircles September 10 2010, 05:57:50 UTC

Yes, it's definitely hard, but it's a good thing to do. Like run a little slower when going to someone that's in need or like try to watch out for things that could kill you on the way ( ... )

[locked] sophicsulphur September 10 2010, 06:05:03 UTC

No, that makes sense. I'm just scared I guess. I worry too much.

It's no big deal. I just really love her and I'm worried I'll do embarrassing stuff. Like now. I don't know.

I'm not good at this.

[locked] pplrunincircles September 10 2010, 06:11:06 UTC

Hey, it's okay. I used to be there where I worried all the time. I'd say something stupid or do something stupid, and I'd be so afraid that I'd ruined everything. I've been there. But you know what? The people who really care about you like the people who are the only kinds that are worth having in your life aren't gonna let that stuff get in the way, okay?

Plus, there's nothing embarrassing that you did just now cause you only told me, and I won't tell anybody else about it and I'm not gonna judge you for anything that you say or do.

I don't think anybody is good at it.

At least not at first.

[locked] sophicsulphur September 10 2010, 06:19:50 UTC

Yeah, I guess you're right. Thanks. I'm sorry for being all silly at you. But it really does feel like that. I'm really glad to know it doesn't really end up that you ruin everything though. That you've been there, that's comforting.

Sorry about that. Sometimes I just feel like bursting.

Anyway! I should stop talking. And I will see you on Tuesday if you don't have Calling stuff and no more explosions happen and we both are generally free and alive!

[locked] pplrunincircles September 10 2010, 06:24:30 UTC

No problem! Hey, I'm like the silliest person in the world so. There's no need to apologize. Seriously. I could show you some private entries I wrote back in the day where I was freaking out over something I said or did. I don't care what most people think about me, but when it comes down to certain ones, yeah, I'm gonna freak out. I've learned better now. I know that people who really care about you, they'll let that "stupid" stuff that you do go and they'll be there for you how ever they can be. But it took me a long time to figure it out.

Hey, you. No apologizing! I don't want you saying you're sorry to me unless you've like hit me in the face with a frying pan or something. Then you can apologize. :)

You don't have to stop talking if you don't want. I'm just chilling in bed eating mac and cheese while I flip through the journal and watch a movie. But if you do want that's cool too. Cause I totally WILL see you on Tuesday assuming that we're still alive and no sudden crises happen. Yes.

[locked] sophicsulphur September 10 2010, 06:32:00 UTC

Yeah, that's so true. You don't care that much about what anyone thinks until you... do. I was always kind of the weird one growing up and even as a teenager people thought I was weird and I just didn't mind at all. But suddenly I'm obsessing over it. I need to just make myself relax. It shouldn't be this hard, I mean I'm used to meditating.

Okay! Also I can't guarantee I will never, ever accidentally hit you in the face with a frying pan, because I like cooking and also I'm a bit clumsy. So it could happen. But I will totally apologise then.

I guess I won't stop then! I just didn't want to keep you. Although if I kind of suddenly stop it means I fell asleep, so don't worry about it. Bed is a comfortable place to be reading your journal from. Especially with a warm kitten. Warm kittens are the best.

[locked] pplrunincircles September 10 2010, 06:37:26 UTC

You are totally speaking to the Princess of Weird right here. I was definitely seen as weird when I was growing up, especially in middle school. I used to sit alone eating lunch hiding somewhere and I used to get laughed at. People hated me cause I always asked questions in class like all the questions ever. At the end, I just told myself, NO MORE! And I stopped caring what people I didn't know thought about me, but there's a handful of people who it'd kill me if they thought badly of me. But you shouldn't obsess over it. You should try to relax if you can, because like I said, people worth your love will also not think badly of you for something that you've done ( ... )

[locked] sophicsulphur September 10 2010, 06:44:50 UTC

They hated you for asking questions? It's a little bit the same for me, but I still don't get why people do that, like it's bad to want to know things. People were just always like, there are questions you're not supposed to ask. But I never got that. My family were alchemists and I grew up learning I was supposed to question everything and explore everything. But everyone else just acted like that was the worst thing ever ( ... )

[locked] pplrunincircles September 10 2010, 06:55:28 UTC

Um. It's complicated. I think cause I asked stupid questions or something. I don't know. I was annoying to people. I used to be terrified that I'd annoy the people that I got close to too like I did all of them. I'm better though when it comes to being afraid of that. I understand what they say when they say Ignorance is bliss. It took me awhile to figure it out, but I get it now and it's not anything that I want someone else to be... to understand. I don't think it's bad to ask questions or to learn ( ... )

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