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[pplmakfunovme69]

Soo yeah the big entry I promised. Alot has happened leik I said and my mom and me hav been in a lot of shit during the whoel time. she just nevr gives m,e my space and we could kill each other if they locked us in aroom. i would jus walk out on her cos she deserve it and she didn like that very much so we just had to part ways an now im with my dad not too far away. my dad is a lot more udnerstanding than her. she made me depressed a lot. shes such a drama queen, she never liekd my music or anything. so yeah i oved to symrna and went t o school there for a whilke. no body even caer much when i left. thats okay ihate them too LOSERS/and for a while everyoen was an asshole at symrna. i jus spent a lot of time alone thinking and my dad would take em out places and stuff like to hot topic, that always makes me feel better.mym mom told my dad that i cut myself and he wasnt a jekr about it either. he sad i had to do what i had to do and then i ended up finding Justin not to logn after that an he's just made my world a better place. hes so hot and cute and funny. i found LOVE lol. but thing i havent mentioned i jus grown up a klot in side and found a better part of life and living. Justin is my reason to liv and if i didnt have him i would kill mysle fin a heartbeat. he's so beautiful to me. ,3 iw sih i could just run away with him to some other planet and leave. i lvoe you if you see this.

so tehres my entry for everyoen who missed me. i guess it wasnt so long after all lol. im sorry i was gone i just neede to sort out things and i TOTALY FORGOT about this thing. god tomorrows school damnit at least i get to see Justin. LOVE YOU GUYS!! enmail me i_liv_4_suicide@yahoo.com

Dedinthewaterx <33 aka Brian<33

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