Aug 04, 2010 22:10
I amin the time between my Father and my Mothers' birthdays. I find that I am feeling quite a bit of loss in this time. I look around and I see things that they would love to see. I see things that are key to the things that they would love to see.
A court ruling that my mother would cheer
A race with real fight that my father would be locked onto
I have found myself in some conversations reciently that revolve around parents and how they have influenced us. I find that this has helped me to really lock onto the things that my parents have done that molded me into who I am. I have told stories around a campfire that are uniquely mine and wouldn't have been possible without them.
I have been able to help folks because of expeiences that I was encouraged to explore with them.
I find myself thinking of them at this time and realizing that I have to steel myself for Samhain. This will be a rather interesting fall I think.