Oct 20, 2007 23:29
Hello! Hope this finds everyone doing well.
I'm happy to report that I just had another clear CT-Scan. No new tumors... the cancer has not spread to my lungs. There's a very painful place on my bad leg that they decided may need an MRI "just in case," but the guess is it's just scar tissue causing the pain.
I was given a permanent handicapped parking pass. In some ways it's a sad sign... I was told, finally, that the pain and swelling will not go away for years. I've had 2 temporary passes (6 months each) so far. The good thing I guess is I don't have to worry about renewing it for awhile. But it seems sort of final in a way. Like I'll never be the same. Now I have a blue handicapped parking pass.
But regardless of the pass, I feel that life is getting back to normal.
I still struggle with my teenager. Outwardly all is well. But I'll be damned if I know how things really are.
My murder mysteries thrive. 4 shows this month, 2 in November and 6 in December. Shows scheduled through March at this point. I'm almost finished writing a new one. Many more women then men. I need more men.
In many ways. haha.
See... some things never change. ; )