come on, courage.

[ppapertigers]

I realized that it's often listening, not sharing. I don't know, I feel frustrated. Fucking frustrated with everything. With everything and everyone. I don't want to go to school tomorrow. No. And I care too much about what others think, because I don't even feel alright posting here even if it's my journal. I don't want to be in school, but neither do I want to end school early and go home only to see faces I don't want to look at. I don't want to meet friends because I just don't.

I need to stop behaving the way I don't actually feel, and I want to be done pretending.