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i was reading entries from this time last year and they have so much more substance than the things i say nowadays. and they don't even have much substance. sucks.
i'm extremely tempted to go downstairs and eat cereal bc i didn't have dinner tonight. too bad i'm scared of the dark/being downstairs by myself. what the hell.
i just saw that my dog is my little brother's buddy icon on aim. that made me hella happy.
i'm really upset that i haven't mastered this idea i had to "let the little things pass". i THINK i'm slightly getting better but really why do i have to bitch as much as i do. i have to remind myself that my nagging builds up and will probably push people over the edge to the point where they don't wanna deal with me anymore. NOTE TO SELF: STOP BEING A BRAT.
anyways. summer session #1 done with. 3.5 hour long class twice a week. while commuting. i guess i can do this for the year. sometimes i punch myself in the ovaries asking myself what i got myself into making that drive 2+ times a week, but then when i come home to my family and my room and my own space and i'm physically close to everyone i know, i hella remember why i made this choice. not to mention the fat sack of money i will be saving by not paying rent.
but that reminds me. i was hella thinking about my first apartment and how much i miss that period of time. a skillion years from now when i have to look back on college, i'm prolly gonna block out everything but that year. haha.
i'm hella hungry.
big shit poppin, lil shit stoppin. wise words from ti.
some things that have been happening, for memory's sake: miguel jontel with aj and kirsten minus miguel. :\ happyhours<3333, football, killed by ______ ________ in bball, dealing with God & my brain. the end.
i'm extremely tempted to go downstairs and eat cereal bc i didn't have dinner tonight. too bad i'm scared of the dark/being downstairs by myself. what the hell.
i just saw that my dog is my little brother's buddy icon on aim. that made me hella happy.
i'm really upset that i haven't mastered this idea i had to "let the little things pass". i THINK i'm slightly getting better but really why do i have to bitch as much as i do. i have to remind myself that my nagging builds up and will probably push people over the edge to the point where they don't wanna deal with me anymore. NOTE TO SELF: STOP BEING A BRAT.
anyways. summer session #1 done with. 3.5 hour long class twice a week. while commuting. i guess i can do this for the year. sometimes i punch myself in the ovaries asking myself what i got myself into making that drive 2+ times a week, but then when i come home to my family and my room and my own space and i'm physically close to everyone i know, i hella remember why i made this choice. not to mention the fat sack of money i will be saving by not paying rent.
but that reminds me. i was hella thinking about my first apartment and how much i miss that period of time. a skillion years from now when i have to look back on college, i'm prolly gonna block out everything but that year. haha.
i'm hella hungry.
big shit poppin, lil shit stoppin. wise words from ti.
some things that have been happening, for memory's sake: miguel jontel with aj and kirsten minus miguel. :\ happyhours<3333, football, killed by ______ ________ in bball, dealing with God & my brain. the end.