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Peanut is hecka lonely lately. And she always wants to snuggle and be near me. And when we're just laying down and relaxing, she makes a big sigh like something is missing in her life. If only she could speak like that dog in UP.
So I have this really big urge to cry. Like I'm constantly holding back my tears. But I'm not sad or anything. I think I just have an allergic reaction or someshits. It's really annoying.
Anyways.
Thanksgiving break was nice. I really don't wanna go back to school anymore just cuz I'm waiting for this goddamn quarter to end already. I guess I can wait one and a half weeks to come back home for a good month or so but shit I just really don't wanna deal with everything that's gonna be happening within these next few days. Fuck all the paper writing, video editing, and working that I'll be doing in between tutoring the babies and going to class. FUUUCK IT! I especially hate doing all that shit while it's freezing outside cuz I'm back to relying on public transportation and it is cold as shit waiting at the bus stop. Big ups to my father and mother for this frequent purchasing of warm things for me though. I love it.
I only saw ChanieP once this whole break. For reasons that I do not wish to disclose on Livejournal. AND I only went to the gym once. WEAK! It's kinda hard though cuz even though the amount of humans in the Greenhouse is at its all time low, there are still schedule conflicts and annoyances and all that business that prevent people from running on their own schedule. It's frustrating but I'd rather be with family than be able to do everything when I wanted to. So it evens out I guess.
Lots of time spent with All Saints folks, but no Bryan/David lunch like planned :( Come to think of it, I didn't see ANY of my dudes this break. Sheesh. Not even Josh. :( I guess that's what Christmas break will be for though. I did date my dude a lot, came thru with his promise to go rock climbing. :) A whole lotta good conversation and playtime, thankyouboo. ;) Reaffirmed the statement that "boyfriend" and "best friend" are synonymous right now.
Oh, and Thanksgiving was great. Family, food, and funny Mama. =] <333
I think everything is slowly coming together. Yes.
So I have this really big urge to cry. Like I'm constantly holding back my tears. But I'm not sad or anything. I think I just have an allergic reaction or someshits. It's really annoying.
Anyways.
Thanksgiving break was nice. I really don't wanna go back to school anymore just cuz I'm waiting for this goddamn quarter to end already. I guess I can wait one and a half weeks to come back home for a good month or so but shit I just really don't wanna deal with everything that's gonna be happening within these next few days. Fuck all the paper writing, video editing, and working that I'll be doing in between tutoring the babies and going to class. FUUUCK IT! I especially hate doing all that shit while it's freezing outside cuz I'm back to relying on public transportation and it is cold as shit waiting at the bus stop. Big ups to my father and mother for this frequent purchasing of warm things for me though. I love it.
I only saw ChanieP once this whole break. For reasons that I do not wish to disclose on Livejournal. AND I only went to the gym once. WEAK! It's kinda hard though cuz even though the amount of humans in the Greenhouse is at its all time low, there are still schedule conflicts and annoyances and all that business that prevent people from running on their own schedule. It's frustrating but I'd rather be with family than be able to do everything when I wanted to. So it evens out I guess.
Lots of time spent with All Saints folks, but no Bryan/David lunch like planned :( Come to think of it, I didn't see ANY of my dudes this break. Sheesh. Not even Josh. :( I guess that's what Christmas break will be for though. I did date my dude a lot, came thru with his promise to go rock climbing. :) A whole lotta good conversation and playtime, thankyouboo. ;) Reaffirmed the statement that "boyfriend" and "best friend" are synonymous right now.
Oh, and Thanksgiving was great. Family, food, and funny Mama. =] <333
I think everything is slowly coming together. Yes.