Drop drop down and getcha eagle on.
I've never been a stickler for the gentleman typa shit, but I'm not gonna lie. That shit is pretty cute to experience once in a while. Whether it's an all day date or a quick "Can I feed you?" before I'm headed back to face hell, little things make me gaga and I'm extremely appreciative for cutesy shits. However, the ability to treat me like one of the naggas is equally as important and in its own little way, equally as cutesy. Haha. I know the majority of the humans reading this are like whaaaat theeeee, but Iuhncaaare. (Hi Fern and Erm)
The end of last week was cuuuhrazy. I went nutzo but whatevs. Every day is another chance to get things right, riiight!? Maybe. Vash's bday was funnyfunnyfunny. Good way to blow off steam from the week. Bathroom sessions (not smoke sessions) but just chitterchatter sessions. Must remember that one. HAHA. Ummm.. Chubby sleepover at my house (I would say fatty, but there weren't even that many people here so we'll just call it's size chubby). Weekend = group projects and meetings up the wazoo, visiting my mommmmyyyyyyyyy =))))) My dad HECKA likes my mom. Tricked KFC into feeding Ang more petthepopcornchhickens. Mmmmm.
Oh. I wanted to mention that my dad never says he loves me. I always say "I love you" to him but I always get one of the following responses, literally:
A.) A grunt
B.) "Your momma"/"Your mother"/"Your mom"
C.) "Yeah yeah."
I wanna say it's weird, but I don't really think it is? He is the prime example of show not tell. So I know he loves me even though he barely ever says it. I should remember that with other people too. Not many people like to wear their emotions on their sleeve and scream their feelings like I do. However, I feel like I'm slowly turning into my father because I'm speaking less and less of my feelings.... WUH OH.
I almost feel like I'm settling again. Settling in the sense that I feel like I've progressed from where I was a few months ago, so I'm fine where I'm at. I should stop thinking that. Don't get me wrong, I'm blessed, but I'm sure as hell not taking advantage of what I'm being offered. In terms of school, work, friendships, and situations. Gotta keep puuushin. (Yes, pushing drugs.) "Move toward your blessings, everything in life should be a forward progression.. Don't let obstacles become obsessions. Look beyond em, look past em, look at em as something to do while time's passing.. Skip the fiction, get on with the facts." Thanks for something to think about, Murs.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHANIE PIMP. Chwenty one peeeyaw. I'm cool off you though... :)
The end of last week was cuuuhrazy. I went nutzo but whatevs. Every day is another chance to get things right, riiight!? Maybe. Vash's bday was funnyfunnyfunny. Good way to blow off steam from the week. Bathroom sessions (not smoke sessions) but just chitterchatter sessions. Must remember that one. HAHA. Ummm.. Chubby sleepover at my house (I would say fatty, but there weren't even that many people here so we'll just call it's size chubby). Weekend = group projects and meetings up the wazoo, visiting my mommmmyyyyyyyyy =))))) My dad HECKA likes my mom. Tricked KFC into feeding Ang more petthepopcornchhickens. Mmmmm.
Oh. I wanted to mention that my dad never says he loves me. I always say "I love you" to him but I always get one of the following responses, literally:
A.) A grunt
B.) "Your momma"/"Your mother"/"Your mom"
C.) "Yeah yeah."
I wanna say it's weird, but I don't really think it is? He is the prime example of show not tell. So I know he loves me even though he barely ever says it. I should remember that with other people too. Not many people like to wear their emotions on their sleeve and scream their feelings like I do. However, I feel like I'm slowly turning into my father because I'm speaking less and less of my feelings.... WUH OH.
I almost feel like I'm settling again. Settling in the sense that I feel like I've progressed from where I was a few months ago, so I'm fine where I'm at. I should stop thinking that. Don't get me wrong, I'm blessed, but I'm sure as hell not taking advantage of what I'm being offered. In terms of school, work, friendships, and situations. Gotta keep puuushin. (Yes, pushing drugs.) "Move toward your blessings, everything in life should be a forward progression.. Don't let obstacles become obsessions. Look beyond em, look past em, look at em as something to do while time's passing.. Skip the fiction, get on with the facts." Thanks for something to think about, Murs.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHANIE PIMP. Chwenty one peeeyaw. I'm cool off you though... :)