sometimes...
Sometimes I really hate being a woman...or maybe it's just a human thing...but the whole dating game is such bullshit. You have to go about things in just the right way. You have to show just enough attention to keep them interested but not too much because it'll scare them away. You can't feel too strongly and if you do, keep that shit to yourself....because that makes you a psycho...but if you don't feel or show that you feel enough...you're cold or unfeeling. It's so hard to know there the damn line is before you just fucking blow right past....but maybe that's just me. I don't know.
I get so tired of everyone telling me, "you'll find someone when the time is right" "There is someone just for you and you'll find them when you're meant to" or I get "Oh you're such a catch, how are you still single?"
I'm tired of waiting. I'm tired of being alone. I just want one person that I can call mine, and that can call me theirs. Is that so wrong? I don't need 2 or 3 or even 4. I just want someone I can be crazy about. I want some where we can just fall into one another. I'm so good at the wind up, but the pitch always seems to fall short. I just don't get it.