It's from the start

[poxin]

Ok, journal break is over.

So it's from the start.

Beginning with...

I love to document, I love to observe, my life, the things I see, it took over a year to figure out that I lost my way in this respect.

I've been through a shit storm and survived the collapse, i breath anew, everyday. Thats no lie, none at all. Everyday i survive my self and everyone else. Fuckers, lovers, I'm better equipped to discern the two. Thats what getting used will do to you. Learning through all these experiences have made me hard and cold, but not entirely, just enough to call it true.

Everyone puts on a show, whats yours?

Colors fade, but it's not all lost. Twins guide, and from whence I came I can recall.

Oh how to cover so much?

Take my time?

Ok I'll begin here

Love with communication breaks down walls and builds foundations
Everyone is having babies
I'm going to be a teacher

And so on, and so forth

Phew, I took life seriously there for a moment

A long moment

I might still do that from time to time

But at least now I know what I know