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Life is strange...
I drank way too much coffee today, but damn was it good.
12 (13 a few minutes ago) days until I turn 20, and I really couldn't care less. At least for me the teenage years entered like an obese depressed lion, and exited like a lonely (but thinner) lamb. I've got a lot to learn, and a lot to live for, but it's no longer age that's holding me back.
I went to Heidi's birthday party yesterday, which was interesting. At first the party was a little depressing; I knew that there was basically no chance of anything like that happening for my birthday -- no offense to my friends, but you have to admit it, there's basically no chance for any wild parties (or really anthing out of the ordinary) for Mitch's 20th -- and I fixated on the fact that Heidi had both the friends and resources to make it happen. After a while, however, the party began winding down and getting downright weird. I saw firsthand what happens when you rely on a rotten framework of old friendships hastily reassembled in the social vacuum of summer break... Sad -- but that's the way life is; at least now I have a little more perspective on my social life.