Watch me now, and I'll be someone new
fuck livejournal.
im taking real steps to get things in order and get myself to where i want to be.
im intimidated. but im ready.
i wanna be happy and not content.
i want to be stable.
i want to be healthy.
for so long i felt like reading my goals,dreams, problems and whatever else in text would make it easier to make logical decisions and realize whats best for me.
instead its become a venting portal of ridiculous venting, mood swings and hurting people.
im bigger than that. im stronger than that.
and yet my instability and personal struggles have allowed for me to stoop so low and become such a small person. and one thats disliked by some.
im have plenty of things to look forward to and i want to be a better me when these things come about. i need to be a better me for my family and my friends. i need to be a better me for myself.
writing in an online journal isnt gonna get me there.
so this is it.
no more updates.
im done with this.
its time for something new and refreshing.
today im taking the first step in the right direction.
to reconstruct myself and be the best i can be.
Bridges are burning
Baby I'm learning
a new way of thinking now
Love I can see
nothing will be
just like it was
no more livejournal.
goodbye livejournal
im taking real steps to get things in order and get myself to where i want to be.
im intimidated. but im ready.
i wanna be happy and not content.
i want to be stable.
i want to be healthy.
for so long i felt like reading my goals,dreams, problems and whatever else in text would make it easier to make logical decisions and realize whats best for me.
instead its become a venting portal of ridiculous venting, mood swings and hurting people.
im bigger than that. im stronger than that.
and yet my instability and personal struggles have allowed for me to stoop so low and become such a small person. and one thats disliked by some.
im have plenty of things to look forward to and i want to be a better me when these things come about. i need to be a better me for my family and my friends. i need to be a better me for myself.
writing in an online journal isnt gonna get me there.
so this is it.
no more updates.
im done with this.
its time for something new and refreshing.
today im taking the first step in the right direction.
to reconstruct myself and be the best i can be.
Bridges are burning
Baby I'm learning
a new way of thinking now
Love I can see
nothing will be
just like it was
no more livejournal.
goodbye livejournal