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Hmm...an update?
I'm home on a Saturday night for the first time in a loooong time. I used to being, as my mother would say, a "social butterfly." Apparently, I'm quite the outgoing, bubbly person...who would have thunk. I'm just used to being out tonight...cuz tonight's the night you go out (Friday too...and Thursdays sometimes, cuz that's college night). It's just...odd.
Christmas Break went good...but I'm starting to miss college. I can't wait to go back to Aggieland...it should be fun.
I feel like Xanga's been taken over by lil 14-year-olds who have nothing better to do during school (cuz you know they get on this during school). Wait...I was one of them once...except I was 17 and in Mr. Ybarra's class. Ah yes...the memories of Mr. Ybarra and how he read our Xangas...yup.
Am I fucked up to still have feelings for Tony and to still be with him? We're one of those couples that ALWAYS breaks up, yet ALWAYS gets back together. I dunno if that's healthy...but that's the way we are. Yet, I can't help but feel so close to him...in some fucked up way. I'm screwed up...I know.
Is it normal for a guy friend of yours to start calling you every night all of a sudden during Christmas Break, then tell you that he once liked you...alot? And yes, you had feelings for him once...so there's that lil soft spot in you for him. I'm not saying it happened to me...but I actually am.
I'm home on a Saturday night for the first time in a loooong time. I used to being, as my mother would say, a "social butterfly." Apparently, I'm quite the outgoing, bubbly person...who would have thunk. I'm just used to being out tonight...cuz tonight's the night you go out (Friday too...and Thursdays sometimes, cuz that's college night). It's just...odd.
Christmas Break went good...but I'm starting to miss college. I can't wait to go back to Aggieland...it should be fun.
I feel like Xanga's been taken over by lil 14-year-olds who have nothing better to do during school (cuz you know they get on this during school). Wait...I was one of them once...except I was 17 and in Mr. Ybarra's class. Ah yes...the memories of Mr. Ybarra and how he read our Xangas...yup.
Am I fucked up to still have feelings for Tony and to still be with him? We're one of those couples that ALWAYS breaks up, yet ALWAYS gets back together. I dunno if that's healthy...but that's the way we are. Yet, I can't help but feel so close to him...in some fucked up way. I'm screwed up...I know.
Is it normal for a guy friend of yours to start calling you every night all of a sudden during Christmas Break, then tell you that he once liked you...alot? And yes, you had feelings for him once...so there's that lil soft spot in you for him. I'm not saying it happened to me...but I actually am.