Why do I bother?
I still don't know why I still bother to write in these things...no one reads this anyways. Hmm...I think of it as therapy, perhaps. Whatever...
School sucks...but not college. I've learned alot about myself this sememster. I'm now a C-student, for the first time in my life. Needless to say, I actually have to work in college...but my laziness has gotten to me. As a result, I'm stressing out over physics and whether or not I'm gonna pass that class. This has never happened to me before...but there's a first time for everything. I guess this semester has movitated me to do well in the future. I've come to the realization that I actually HAVE TO STUDY! Ugh, I abhor the sound of that...but whatever. At least some of my friends here are in the same boat as I am...so I'm not alone. It's always nice to know that you can relate to others when it comes to your problems.
Thanksgiving was funnn...I had funnn. I wish I could've spent more time with friends but family likes to hog me up. Needless to say, I'm glad Christmas is coming soon. I heart the holidays. We even have a Christmas tree in our dorm...WITH PRESENTS! It rocks my socks off. :)
Disadvantage of Thanksgiving = strict parents. I had a curfew every night...quite annoying. I dunno if I'll ever get used to that again...crap.
I just watched "Sleeping Beauty" with my friends in the dorm...gooooood Disney movie. It makes me wanna meet some random hot boy in the woods who's actually a prince and marry him...and I end up being a princess. The likelihood of that happening is 85749857837649569492021 to 1...sigh. I wish I could meet my handsome prince, as cheesy as that sounds. Actually, I don't think I'd like a prince...a musician sounds much better.
I got hit on earlier in the week by a cute drummer...I am happy.
Finals are coming...yuck.
Do I really wanna be an engineer? I mean, is this what I wanna be for my ENTIRE LIFE? It sounds soo...forever. As stupid and unsuccessful as it may sound, teaching sounds more appealing now. I mean, it IS my backup job. And for those of you who are about to bash teachers, DON'T YOU DARE in front of me. My parents and my ENTIRE FAMILY are teachers...and teachers rock. I mean, the classes are easier here than engineering ones...but my parents are hard workers. It takes alot of work and patience to be a teacher, and I've always admired them...the ones that REALLY wanna teach, though. Those are usually the ones that you back to your high school specifically to visit. I mean, wouldn't that be amazing? You actually affected the future of a kid...you really taught them something. If I was a teacher and I had kids come to visit me after I taught them, I'd take it as a great compliment and I'd feel like I actually accomplished something. My mom has those kids, and I admire her greatly...she has regular visitors too. The only problem about being a teacher is the money...I wouldn't be rich and crap. I know teaching isn't for everyone...but is it for me? Is engineering for me? Ugh, I hate this...blah.
Alright, I'm out.
School sucks...but not college. I've learned alot about myself this sememster. I'm now a C-student, for the first time in my life. Needless to say, I actually have to work in college...but my laziness has gotten to me. As a result, I'm stressing out over physics and whether or not I'm gonna pass that class. This has never happened to me before...but there's a first time for everything. I guess this semester has movitated me to do well in the future. I've come to the realization that I actually HAVE TO STUDY! Ugh, I abhor the sound of that...but whatever. At least some of my friends here are in the same boat as I am...so I'm not alone. It's always nice to know that you can relate to others when it comes to your problems.
Thanksgiving was funnn...I had funnn. I wish I could've spent more time with friends but family likes to hog me up. Needless to say, I'm glad Christmas is coming soon. I heart the holidays. We even have a Christmas tree in our dorm...WITH PRESENTS! It rocks my socks off. :)
Disadvantage of Thanksgiving = strict parents. I had a curfew every night...quite annoying. I dunno if I'll ever get used to that again...crap.
I just watched "Sleeping Beauty" with my friends in the dorm...gooooood Disney movie. It makes me wanna meet some random hot boy in the woods who's actually a prince and marry him...and I end up being a princess. The likelihood of that happening is 85749857837649569492021 to 1...sigh. I wish I could meet my handsome prince, as cheesy as that sounds. Actually, I don't think I'd like a prince...a musician sounds much better.
I got hit on earlier in the week by a cute drummer...I am happy.
Finals are coming...yuck.
Do I really wanna be an engineer? I mean, is this what I wanna be for my ENTIRE LIFE? It sounds soo...forever. As stupid and unsuccessful as it may sound, teaching sounds more appealing now. I mean, it IS my backup job. And for those of you who are about to bash teachers, DON'T YOU DARE in front of me. My parents and my ENTIRE FAMILY are teachers...and teachers rock. I mean, the classes are easier here than engineering ones...but my parents are hard workers. It takes alot of work and patience to be a teacher, and I've always admired them...the ones that REALLY wanna teach, though. Those are usually the ones that you back to your high school specifically to visit. I mean, wouldn't that be amazing? You actually affected the future of a kid...you really taught them something. If I was a teacher and I had kids come to visit me after I taught them, I'd take it as a great compliment and I'd feel like I actually accomplished something. My mom has those kids, and I admire her greatly...she has regular visitors too. The only problem about being a teacher is the money...I wouldn't be rich and crap. I know teaching isn't for everyone...but is it for me? Is engineering for me? Ugh, I hate this...blah.
Alright, I'm out.