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I don't even know what to say, my posts are always so pointless and boring that they bore me even as I'm writing them....but I'll continue anyway.
I'm avoiding mirrors right now because I've broken out in millions of spots and look disgusting, and seriously need to drink more water and find some money to get my MONO-BROW waxed, ick ick ick.
Looking disgusting leads to feeling disgusting, so that's how I'm feeling right now, but I guess I'm just bored really. I've been at home for 3 weeks and haven't really done anything, I've seen a few people and had a few nights out which have been fun, but other than that I've just been sitting around at home.
I just feel so pointless, I need a job or something to pass the time, and obviously I BADLY need the money. Haven't actually done much about finding one, as is the lazy way of Emily, I've emailed my CV to jobfinders in Bromley but that's it *claps slowly*
Today I was at home and spent hours ironing whilst watching tv, which was just as thrilling as it sounds.
At least I got something productive done, and it meant my mum didn't have to do it for once. Tomorrow I guess I'll clean the house because it's her birthday on Thursday and it makes her happy if the house is tidy (which it never ever is normally). I dread to think what my flat would be like if I had one, probably crawling in mice and cockroaches while I slouched on the sofa eating ready-meals and watching Big Brother, entertained by the lives of others because I had/have no life of my own.
I seriously am sooo boring. I bore myself, and doubtless everyone around me. I have nothing deep or interesting to say, I just don't think like it, my brain doesn't seem to work like that. The things I think about are so materialistic and pointless and boring, and stupid things like buying new clothes make me happy, even though they don't make any difference in the grand scheme of things.
I guess I'm just vain, vain and selfish :(
Urgh, I could go on, but I won't.
I'm just annoyed that I'm not a deep or interesting person, there's no hidden depth, no mysterious characteristics that lie undiscovered beneath the surface. I'm just me. Plain Jane. TV addict, shopaholic, lazy student, material girl, b-o-r-i-n-g.
*Sigh*
Anyway, going camping on Friday to Sandwich with John, Nick, Edwin, Stu, Rhi, Anna and Simon. Hopefully it won't rain non-stop!! I have no money but I've said I'll go so I guess I'll have to borrow some...again.
I have to pay off all my debts before I actually go insane.
I can't stand being in debt, but when I do have money I spend it in a second, which isn't a great plan.
Argh shut up Emily, this is stupid.
I'm just blabbing on about nothing and it doesn't matter. I'll just go to bed, dream sweet dreams, wake up and go to Bromley and buy my mum a present, tidy the house, and be my usual happy self. Because I am happy really, as long as I don't think too hard.
As they say, ignorance is bliss, and I'm the most ignorant person I know.
xXx Lovelovelove xXx
I don't even know what to say, my posts are always so pointless and boring that they bore me even as I'm writing them....but I'll continue anyway.
I'm avoiding mirrors right now because I've broken out in millions of spots and look disgusting, and seriously need to drink more water and find some money to get my MONO-BROW waxed, ick ick ick.
Looking disgusting leads to feeling disgusting, so that's how I'm feeling right now, but I guess I'm just bored really. I've been at home for 3 weeks and haven't really done anything, I've seen a few people and had a few nights out which have been fun, but other than that I've just been sitting around at home.
I just feel so pointless, I need a job or something to pass the time, and obviously I BADLY need the money. Haven't actually done much about finding one, as is the lazy way of Emily, I've emailed my CV to jobfinders in Bromley but that's it *claps slowly*
Today I was at home and spent hours ironing whilst watching tv, which was just as thrilling as it sounds.
At least I got something productive done, and it meant my mum didn't have to do it for once. Tomorrow I guess I'll clean the house because it's her birthday on Thursday and it makes her happy if the house is tidy (which it never ever is normally). I dread to think what my flat would be like if I had one, probably crawling in mice and cockroaches while I slouched on the sofa eating ready-meals and watching Big Brother, entertained by the lives of others because I had/have no life of my own.
I seriously am sooo boring. I bore myself, and doubtless everyone around me. I have nothing deep or interesting to say, I just don't think like it, my brain doesn't seem to work like that. The things I think about are so materialistic and pointless and boring, and stupid things like buying new clothes make me happy, even though they don't make any difference in the grand scheme of things.
I guess I'm just vain, vain and selfish :(
Urgh, I could go on, but I won't.
I'm just annoyed that I'm not a deep or interesting person, there's no hidden depth, no mysterious characteristics that lie undiscovered beneath the surface. I'm just me. Plain Jane. TV addict, shopaholic, lazy student, material girl, b-o-r-i-n-g.
*Sigh*
Anyway, going camping on Friday to Sandwich with John, Nick, Edwin, Stu, Rhi, Anna and Simon. Hopefully it won't rain non-stop!! I have no money but I've said I'll go so I guess I'll have to borrow some...again.
I have to pay off all my debts before I actually go insane.
I can't stand being in debt, but when I do have money I spend it in a second, which isn't a great plan.
Argh shut up Emily, this is stupid.
I'm just blabbing on about nothing and it doesn't matter. I'll just go to bed, dream sweet dreams, wake up and go to Bromley and buy my mum a present, tidy the house, and be my usual happy self. Because I am happy really, as long as I don't think too hard.
As they say, ignorance is bliss, and I'm the most ignorant person I know.
xXx Lovelovelove xXx