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thursday nite i hung out with the girls. we drank my ghetto captain admiral's rum and wal*mart coke. none of us (sharon, jenna and christine) got too drunk. but sharon and i were definatly hyper. entertaing the others with our sing-alongs to basically every song.
friday i went to see kate at westfield. we went to the holyoke mall with her roommate liss. then! we went to the most hick-ish bar ever! it was Illusions in connecticutt. all they played was country music and there was a line dance to every single song. we (kate and her friends) just kinda sat and watched from a far. Until, the girls decided to ride the mechanical bull. Since i was dd, i was not willingly going to ride it, so i left it to the drunk ones ; )
what else?
exercising has been going well. going to the gym with jenna has been good. even though i make a fool out of myself when i dont know how to use the machines. i even went running this weekend! i havnt done that in so long. just a mile and a half, but i was pretty proud of myself. i went to the norton track. no offense guys, but its pretty ghetto. i would have gone to my track, but i fear seeing mansfield people. eh, whatever.
anyways...
what do you take from your dreams? in my psych class my professor said that you dream every nite, but only remember the important ones. well the past few weeks i've had the same dream about me and an ex. we get back together, and i am genuinly happy about it. what am i supposed to make of this? is my subconscious trying to tell me something? how far should i read into it? any advice would be truly appreciate, cos basically its freaking me out.
yes, no, maybe so.
there is alot of shit going on right now. my relationships with so many people that are changing. i dont know what is good or bad. i dont if i should let it happen or not. everything is so complicated. i dont know if i want things to change, or just go back to how they used to be. honestly dont know.
well, random enough entry for today.
*Kelly