wide awake
kinda makes everything (good and bad) seem worth it? yah know.
overall a weird nite. watched how to deal and it got me thinking. and got me IMing people i didnt think i would have. (ok, just one person) hence the random excerpt above. but everything is good. despite my temporary mental breakdown. i am ok. surprisingly, chris brown knows just what to say in those situations. before i even mentioned anything was wrong. so weird. but hes always been good for that.maybe i will make an appearance at his house tomorrow nite, random yes, but anyone wanna join?
its 1:30am and i am wide awake. i worked all day, and didn't take a nap. something is up. fix me.
sidenote- i am already anti-livejournal. i feel myself censoring my entries cos i dont know exactly is reading this. (even though i am a hypocrit, cos i read other's too) and that sucks, its my own fault. or choice. but atleast i know this, and i wont get myself into any trouble writing about things only certain eyes were meant to see.
Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world. It's hard to get by just upon a smile