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I know, I'm bad and I've mostly been using plurk anymore. Buuuut! I've decided I'm going to start updating this more often, especially when I feel the need to tl;dr forever. Starting with a quick update before bed.
Had a blast at Renfaire this weekend and it was great to see Panda and Athena again for the first time in a long while! Getting out in the sunshine and everything seemed exactly what I needed. There's been so much getting my down lately, it really id me a lot of good.
Other news isn't so good. Things aren't going great at home and I need a new job desperately. I can't stand UDF and my boss is, putting it nicely, a stupid bitch. Twice this month I've been scheduled for 31 hours... I live alone and no one helps me pay the bills, not even a little. I can't live off that and, at barely over min wage, I don't know anyone that can. While a second job is an option as well and I will look for a second just in case... More than anything I just need to get out of there. Being there I end up stressed way more than is necessary, and considering the kind of job it is... it's just ridiculous. Customers stressing me, now that's understanding. My boss and the company stressing me? It's time to fucking go.
I've also made the decision to go back to school as soon as possible, within the next year if not sooner. I think I might try and go back in the spring for a quarter at UC then transfer out, because another decision I have made is to move out of Cincinnati. I like Cincinnati and everyone I know is here, but honestly, I have very little holding me back anymore. Unless I end up with the most amazing perfect job, which I highly doubt is going to happen, I have no reason to stay here except for one person outside of my parents and brother. And honestly, I think I need to get away from my parents the second I am financially secure again. I love them and I admit I do like having them close, but a huge part of me is telling me it's time to go. I don't intend to go too far, so it's not like I'll be on the other side of the country. Hell, I don't even intend to go as far as the other side of the state. But I do need to go elsewhere. Cincinnati was a great place to spend the later half of my childhood growing up, but it's not where I want to spend the rest of my life and it's definitely not where I want to spend the rest of my 20's. Time to spread my wings, so to say.
Had a blast at Renfaire this weekend and it was great to see Panda and Athena again for the first time in a long while! Getting out in the sunshine and everything seemed exactly what I needed. There's been so much getting my down lately, it really id me a lot of good.
Other news isn't so good. Things aren't going great at home and I need a new job desperately. I can't stand UDF and my boss is, putting it nicely, a stupid bitch. Twice this month I've been scheduled for 31 hours... I live alone and no one helps me pay the bills, not even a little. I can't live off that and, at barely over min wage, I don't know anyone that can. While a second job is an option as well and I will look for a second just in case... More than anything I just need to get out of there. Being there I end up stressed way more than is necessary, and considering the kind of job it is... it's just ridiculous. Customers stressing me, now that's understanding. My boss and the company stressing me? It's time to fucking go.
I've also made the decision to go back to school as soon as possible, within the next year if not sooner. I think I might try and go back in the spring for a quarter at UC then transfer out, because another decision I have made is to move out of Cincinnati. I like Cincinnati and everyone I know is here, but honestly, I have very little holding me back anymore. Unless I end up with the most amazing perfect job, which I highly doubt is going to happen, I have no reason to stay here except for one person outside of my parents and brother. And honestly, I think I need to get away from my parents the second I am financially secure again. I love them and I admit I do like having them close, but a huge part of me is telling me it's time to go. I don't intend to go too far, so it's not like I'll be on the other side of the country. Hell, I don't even intend to go as far as the other side of the state. But I do need to go elsewhere. Cincinnati was a great place to spend the later half of my childhood growing up, but it's not where I want to spend the rest of my life and it's definitely not where I want to spend the rest of my 20's. Time to spread my wings, so to say.