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Power666 said: what are you doing up so late?
ElvenSage said: I've been up till 5AM for the last 3 nights.
Power666 said: i read your lj doesn't mean you're doing something
ElvenSage said: I'm always doing something :)
Power666 said: what are you doing?
ElvenSage said: chatting about life with my friend Ethan On
Power666 said: life is boring
ElvenSage said: Maybe for you.
ElvenSage said: I wish it was more boring sometimes.
Power666 said: so what is so exciting about your life?
ElvenSage said: exciting in a bad way. Actually I was telling him how I was jealous of him.
Power666 said: jealous? heh, you seem to be in a good position right now
ElvenSage said: Oh? Maybe in some ways..... but.... still I'm jealous of him.
Power666 said: *shrugs* i have never gotten the idea of being jealous about one person
ElvenSage said: Bullshit :P
Power666 said: perhaps over some of the things they have, but then i'd be jealous about everyone with something i wanted
ElvenSage said: LOL I guess it's just the way he can live...
Power666 said: no one is perfect so why would you want to be some one who isn't perfect?
Power666 said: how does he live? everything is given to him?
ElvenSage said: Pretty much. He lives, doesnt have to work, and goes to school.
Power666 said: almost like me but you're not jealous of me or are you?
ElvenSage said: See, I have my emotional and social side worked out. I'm just very lacking on the financial side.
ElvenSage said: Just need a balance of my yin and yang.
ElvenSage said: I guess I just get depressed because I've had a job since I was 12. Yet I still don't have much of anything. And a lot of my friends never had to work, and still dont.... yet can get nearly everything they want.
Power666 said: are they as free and independent as you?
ElvenSage said: Free... more so.... independent... no.
Power666 said: are the people whom you envy, are they independent?
ElvenSage said: Dependant on their parents, yes...
ElvenSage said: I guess I might just be being a spoiled brat... but I can't seem to help it.
ElvenSage said: I guess I'm jealous cuz it seems like I've done more, and have so much less.
Power666 said: do you feel that your work is for null?
ElvenSage said: Yes because I always end up in the same place.
Power666 said: i seem to be going backwards
ElvenSage said: *nods* Same. Because I was further when I started then I am right now
ElvenSage said: yes
ElvenSage said: You're coming right?
Power666 said: yes
ElvenSage said: Cool =)