I'm entirely sick of the references to two
"You may feel alone when you're falling asleep
and every time tears roll down your cheeks
but I know your heart belongs to someone you've yet to meet."
Death Cab for Cutie
I used to be really annoyed at myself every time I quoted a song, but then I realized that it doesn't matter on livejournal. No one usually writes anything of substance, so I'm ok with being unoriginal on this silly pasttime. Anyway, I really like that song and I don't think I can convey the way that song makes me feel any better than writing down the lyrics so I can look at them for awhile. Half of the beauty of writing is in what the words look like when they're actually written down and so that's why I am so terrified of going blind. I would be able to manage everyday life I think, but not being able to see the beauty of the written word would eat me up inside.
I should be sad at the place I am in now (according to a disney-esque society) but amazingly enough I am not. Maybe I've grown or something, perhaps I'm "at a better place in my life." Who the fuck cares, the only thing I'm sure of right now is my happiness here and the love for my friends. I'm Ok with sitting at Rastall giggling for hours instead of finding out what life is about right now. I don't need a burden. It's funny that I have to remind myself of that in my livejournal. Well, I have more reading calling my name, and perhaps tonight I will stop complaining for awhile.
and every time tears roll down your cheeks
but I know your heart belongs to someone you've yet to meet."
Death Cab for Cutie
I used to be really annoyed at myself every time I quoted a song, but then I realized that it doesn't matter on livejournal. No one usually writes anything of substance, so I'm ok with being unoriginal on this silly pasttime. Anyway, I really like that song and I don't think I can convey the way that song makes me feel any better than writing down the lyrics so I can look at them for awhile. Half of the beauty of writing is in what the words look like when they're actually written down and so that's why I am so terrified of going blind. I would be able to manage everyday life I think, but not being able to see the beauty of the written word would eat me up inside.
I should be sad at the place I am in now (according to a disney-esque society) but amazingly enough I am not. Maybe I've grown or something, perhaps I'm "at a better place in my life." Who the fuck cares, the only thing I'm sure of right now is my happiness here and the love for my friends. I'm Ok with sitting at Rastall giggling for hours instead of finding out what life is about right now. I don't need a burden. It's funny that I have to remind myself of that in my livejournal. Well, I have more reading calling my name, and perhaps tonight I will stop complaining for awhile.