Thoughts
Just finished snacking on 100 grams of Raisinets. Ugh, that's like 10,000 additional calories T_T. Well, there goes my hips.
While buying those hip busters, I saw people from the office roaming around the mall, shopping on their lunch breaks, mooning over what works well with the drapes and the linens and I think to myself, "I am nowhere near these people are in their lives". It's sad. For me, not for them.
Part of me wants to stay 12 forever, though at 12 I didn't have the world either. I just wanted to be at that age--no major decisions, no life-changing choices. I was at the mercies of grown ups, whom I assume, know what they're doing.
The other part wants to grow up and throw that Peter Pan complex out of the window. Adult genes are kicking in and can't wait to get out of my system. I'm straining my neck looking at houses and properties, stuffing my bag with IKEA catalogues and checking interior design magazines. I'm not a car person so I haven't really checked models and brands.
Life. It's confusing and complex. Sometimes I want to live it to the fullest. Sometimes I just want to sit down and let it pass me by.
Ahhh, the perils of being in the mid shift alone :)
While buying those hip busters, I saw people from the office roaming around the mall, shopping on their lunch breaks, mooning over what works well with the drapes and the linens and I think to myself, "I am nowhere near these people are in their lives". It's sad. For me, not for them.
Part of me wants to stay 12 forever, though at 12 I didn't have the world either. I just wanted to be at that age--no major decisions, no life-changing choices. I was at the mercies of grown ups, whom I assume, know what they're doing.
The other part wants to grow up and throw that Peter Pan complex out of the window. Adult genes are kicking in and can't wait to get out of my system. I'm straining my neck looking at houses and properties, stuffing my bag with IKEA catalogues and checking interior design magazines. I'm not a car person so I haven't really checked models and brands.
Life. It's confusing and complex. Sometimes I want to live it to the fullest. Sometimes I just want to sit down and let it pass me by.
Ahhh, the perils of being in the mid shift alone :)