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hmm your really not though. gross.
hmm well this week started out kinda of shitty
adam got in a motorcycle accident on sunday evening and i didnt find out till the morning right before school started.... i dont know.. i just i remember when he first got his bike and i know how he is and i just told him to be carefull and to not do anything that might hurt him self because i would be upset haaaa just like joking around and stuff..well no i was seirous about it him being carefull but .. you know... i just told him to watch out for him self...
when i heard aboiut it i cant even explain what i felt . ive known him since 8th grade and even the thought of him not being there or being just really.. not ok was devistating. his friendship means the world to me and hes always just been there in some way .we could talk about anything.. im so worried about him ive never known anybody that was this seriously injured.. and to think it is someone i know and love so much just completely sucks.. and theres nothing i can even do to help it at all..
i want for him to be ok... i miss him... i miss just randomly talking to him at 2 am about food or pool or just anyhting that comes to mind. i miss playing online pool with him for like... 4 hours or going to get food or buying his backpack or just anyhting we did...hes one of the few friends that i have that i knew would always be there no matter what and now hes just like... idont know..
i know its looking better but i guess they just figured out that he broke his femur too... i just want him back and ok and active again
just made me think about all the times he just asked to do someting little and i said no because im such a fuckin lazy ass...
makes you regret alot of un done stuff that you could have done or said and whatnot.. but i know he will be ok it will just take time... i wish it went by faster though. i wish he was ok by tomorrow.
my stitches are mad annoying...
ps i have the cutest neice ever. she can roll everywhere now. i have yet to see it however...
my last night at finish line was saturday.
i need a job. but i dont want one
hmm well this week started out kinda of shitty
adam got in a motorcycle accident on sunday evening and i didnt find out till the morning right before school started.... i dont know.. i just i remember when he first got his bike and i know how he is and i just told him to be carefull and to not do anything that might hurt him self because i would be upset haaaa just like joking around and stuff..well no i was seirous about it him being carefull but .. you know... i just told him to watch out for him self...
when i heard aboiut it i cant even explain what i felt . ive known him since 8th grade and even the thought of him not being there or being just really.. not ok was devistating. his friendship means the world to me and hes always just been there in some way .we could talk about anything.. im so worried about him ive never known anybody that was this seriously injured.. and to think it is someone i know and love so much just completely sucks.. and theres nothing i can even do to help it at all..
i want for him to be ok... i miss him... i miss just randomly talking to him at 2 am about food or pool or just anyhting that comes to mind. i miss playing online pool with him for like... 4 hours or going to get food or buying his backpack or just anyhting we did...hes one of the few friends that i have that i knew would always be there no matter what and now hes just like... idont know..
i know its looking better but i guess they just figured out that he broke his femur too... i just want him back and ok and active again
just made me think about all the times he just asked to do someting little and i said no because im such a fuckin lazy ass...
makes you regret alot of un done stuff that you could have done or said and whatnot.. but i know he will be ok it will just take time... i wish it went by faster though. i wish he was ok by tomorrow.
my stitches are mad annoying...
ps i have the cutest neice ever. she can roll everywhere now. i have yet to see it however...
my last night at finish line was saturday.
i need a job. but i dont want one