tupac had a "THUG LIFE" tattoo on his belly♥
living in the now isn't doing much for my future =/
it's true the "now" is fun to live in, but it's awfully distracting.
right now i rather lj than finsh my eco.project or start my AP spanish language project.
yesternow it was much more appealing to watch "flavor of love" than to write an 8 page english paper.
years.ago.now it seemed much simpler to fail health & p.e and just lounge.
what about the next moment.
two seconds from the "now" the universe can explode && i would die with the mere thought:
"i wonder how much longer before the take-out gets here?"
mmmmmmmmm take out.
it should be here any minute now,
or the 45 that follow according to the nice chinese lady that took my order.
in the "now" i find it pointless to write meaningful or long entries,
a'cause people who live in the "now", like myself, are far too impatient to
unravel the eloquent speech of teenage angst.
i spend most of the "now" wanting to curl up in a little ball && not have to think about the next moment.
but then all my moments are gone & i have done nothing.
i eventually end up in that little ball.
i like to call it fetal position.
ally knows what i'm talking about.
my mother just reminded me that i haven't finshed my laundry...
& i should do it now.
i'm waiting on the take out to get here.
doesn't she understand thats far more important now.
you bored yet?
your now right now is probably much more exciting than my now right now.
unless my now speech has bored you.
and for that i am terribly sorry.
i think im done... for now.
it's true the "now" is fun to live in, but it's awfully distracting.
right now i rather lj than finsh my eco.project or start my AP spanish language project.
yesternow it was much more appealing to watch "flavor of love" than to write an 8 page english paper.
years.ago.now it seemed much simpler to fail health & p.e and just lounge.
what about the next moment.
two seconds from the "now" the universe can explode && i would die with the mere thought:
"i wonder how much longer before the take-out gets here?"
mmmmmmmmm take out.
it should be here any minute now,
or the 45 that follow according to the nice chinese lady that took my order.
in the "now" i find it pointless to write meaningful or long entries,
a'cause people who live in the "now", like myself, are far too impatient to
unravel the eloquent speech of teenage angst.
i spend most of the "now" wanting to curl up in a little ball && not have to think about the next moment.
but then all my moments are gone & i have done nothing.
i eventually end up in that little ball.
i like to call it fetal position.
ally knows what i'm talking about.
my mother just reminded me that i haven't finshed my laundry...
& i should do it now.
i'm waiting on the take out to get here.
doesn't she understand thats far more important now.
you bored yet?
your now right now is probably much more exciting than my now right now.
unless my now speech has bored you.
and for that i am terribly sorry.
i think im done... for now.