its been a while
not a whole lot is new...
I'm starting to get iffy about this whole aron thing. he puts a lot of pressure on me...like everyone else. i was so nervous the other night, my body and my breath was shaking and i was asking him to stop but he just kept telling me to relax and pulled the "I'm not him" thing. i dont think he knows where i'm coming from in my being aprehensive. he says he does, but he really doesn't. If he did, he would not be doing this to me. Why do they always do this to me?
So anyway, i have a band concert on dec. 8th at 7 if anyone's interested. it's gonna be cool, we're playing some good songs this year. this is my last winter concert...*tear*.
I'm starting to get iffy about this whole aron thing. he puts a lot of pressure on me...like everyone else. i was so nervous the other night, my body and my breath was shaking and i was asking him to stop but he just kept telling me to relax and pulled the "I'm not him" thing. i dont think he knows where i'm coming from in my being aprehensive. he says he does, but he really doesn't. If he did, he would not be doing this to me. Why do they always do this to me?
So anyway, i have a band concert on dec. 8th at 7 if anyone's interested. it's gonna be cool, we're playing some good songs this year. this is my last winter concert...*tear*.