May 01, 2013 04:02
I love the noise that fans make!
Are you also one of those people that need a fan turned on to go to sleep? I dont HAVE to, but I admit, its nice to hear the comforting buzz and feel the cool air. I HATE being hot. I'm also a nervous sweat-er. It's so embarrassing. I sweat especially in long lines. Check-out lines are the worst. Christmas time causes beads of sweat to pop out and my cheeks get all red and rosy. Too many people crowding around me makes me nervous and hot. It's a terrible thing. Maybe people who see me just think I'm jolly.
I wonder if I was skinny if I'd still break out into a sweat like that.....I think it's more of a nervous thing and less of a fat-girl sort of thing. ew. Ha. I never say that either. I hate how it sounds....abrasive. I'd much rather say Big-girl, heavy-set, or fluffy-chick. Those are much better terms, in my opinion....but I KNOW gals who don't mind say FG. Yes. Let's leave it at FG.
I'm seriously trying to motivate myself to get back to the gym again! Especially since I'm pretty much giving For Women Only Fitness a donation every month, and have been for over a year now...which is how long its been since I've been back. If I can get motivated to get going, I know I'll get into the swing of it and be feeling much better....but in the meantime, I'm lazy and just want to SLEEP and be home most of the time. I have feared turning into a hermit crab recluse. There's nothing with going out, and I enjoy it with my friends, but for the most part, I'd just rather be home and comfortable. I think I may be tooooo comfortable, though. That's prob. not a good thing. Anyhow, there's so much I want/need to work on about myself -- I should really start focusing and get to it!
Motivation, where aaaarrrrrrrre you!??!?!
I'm working on Peds, it's hot down here. There are 8 kids and it was busy for 2 hours, now I'm just sitting here with little baby fans on enjoying the direct air-blow. Hope everyone is dandy and fine. (And coooooool) :)