First Entry of 2010
Does anyone come here anymore? I think Facebook has taken over the world, and could somehow be owned by the Government as the ultimate spying tool. If this was Facebook right now, I guarantee you SOMEone would "like" my status. Ha. Amusing. I have misssssed LJ, I had a yearning to pop in and see what's going on here. I miss all the people I used to talk to around here on a regular basis. I'm a creature of familiarities, and I have never been one to embrace Change with open arms, so in my mind THIS will always be the ultimate place to blog and share my most intimate private feelings. It's like a private getaway, a little cabin hidden away in the middle of nowhere. Too many family, co-workers, and high school riff raff are all nosy in your business on FB. Ok, I promise - that rant is over.
Anyhow, these days I work, enjoy my days off work to the fullest, work on my house alot, take naps whenever possible, and don't walk my dog nearly enough, but she's wonderful and still adores me. I adore her too, I am almost convinced I am never going to birth any babies of my own, my uterus feels sad and as my eggs release every month I can almost hear them audibly sighing. I am currently researching being a Surrogate mother for a couple who perhaps can't have a baby -- I had thought about being an egg donor, but that's a bit more difficult since someone really would have MY baby out there with my grey eyes, high cheekbones and very chubby cheeks. It's something I am still researching though -- so far, the places around here in Raleigh I have looked at -- require that you already have a child (in the home) and something else I forgot that was also ridiculous. Anyhow, I'm contemplating it....
That's all for now.
I miss everyone. Do you still remember me? : )
Anyhow, these days I work, enjoy my days off work to the fullest, work on my house alot, take naps whenever possible, and don't walk my dog nearly enough, but she's wonderful and still adores me. I adore her too, I am almost convinced I am never going to birth any babies of my own, my uterus feels sad and as my eggs release every month I can almost hear them audibly sighing. I am currently researching being a Surrogate mother for a couple who perhaps can't have a baby -- I had thought about being an egg donor, but that's a bit more difficult since someone really would have MY baby out there with my grey eyes, high cheekbones and very chubby cheeks. It's something I am still researching though -- so far, the places around here in Raleigh I have looked at -- require that you already have a child (in the home) and something else I forgot that was also ridiculous. Anyhow, I'm contemplating it....
That's all for now.
I miss everyone. Do you still remember me? : )