emo sobs
it seems to me i have forgotten how to laugh.. odd isnt it?? when im out n public im fairly loud and talk alot but when im by myself which is the majority of the time i dont even crack a smile at somthing i find amusing...i was watching the simpsons movie and while i enjoyed it i didnt crack a smile... i see pictures of friends with other friends having a wonderful time and i feel alien to their happiness... not because i wasnt there but because i dont remeber the experience... i think i have forgotten how to laugh for myself and only for myself... hallow