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I'm serverly nervious for tomorrow. I know it's something that we both want and something I am very very excitted about but buying a house is a BIG BIG thing. What 20 and 22 year old buys a house? I know it's a step that the two of use need to do and it's the right time to do it.. it's just very scary. I'm going to be buying a 80,000 house.... for 30 yrs. Who woulda thought ME outta anyone would be doing this right now?? When I tell people i'm on my way HOME I can actually mean it. When I say WANNA COME TO MY HOUSE, i'll actually be MY HOUSE. Who do I know that can say that? Not many. hell my own parents can't even say that... even though that isn't saying much... but I'm so happy to be able to say I'm turning my fucked up childhood and how my parents taught me to live life into what I want in life. That I don't want to be 40 years old, renting a trailer and the only thing of any value is my car that i'm still paying on.. yeah that's what I want for my life. I want that... *rolls eyes*
I can say i'm 20 years old, buying my first home, and both our cars are paid for. That we hardly have any debt and the debt we do have we pay on it religiously. I can say that i'm completely content with my relationship with the love of my life and we treat eachother with the up most respect and don't expect so much out of eachother that it is completely impossible. We're trying to do things right, or atleast semi right. Buying a house and have our money in some sort of order before we start a family.
I want my child to have more then I did before I have one... and starting tomorrow they already will. Or should i say starting 20 years ago they already did. They didn't have a mother and father who drank themself in a drunken stuper and not remember how hard the hit there child or what they did to her. Not remembering if she even ate dinner the night before or is she's even safe where ever she was playing at. I'm so glad I didn't turn out like them, and more and more each day I just want to keep pressing on to make sure I don't. I shall rise above and beyond what anyone exspects of me.
I can say i'm 20 years old, buying my first home, and both our cars are paid for. That we hardly have any debt and the debt we do have we pay on it religiously. I can say that i'm completely content with my relationship with the love of my life and we treat eachother with the up most respect and don't expect so much out of eachother that it is completely impossible. We're trying to do things right, or atleast semi right. Buying a house and have our money in some sort of order before we start a family.
I want my child to have more then I did before I have one... and starting tomorrow they already will. Or should i say starting 20 years ago they already did. They didn't have a mother and father who drank themself in a drunken stuper and not remember how hard the hit there child or what they did to her. Not remembering if she even ate dinner the night before or is she's even safe where ever she was playing at. I'm so glad I didn't turn out like them, and more and more each day I just want to keep pressing on to make sure I don't. I shall rise above and beyond what anyone exspects of me.