3am
Well its almost four and I have had a great night. You know the first week how perfect it is and how You can stay up all night Forever and ever... Well thats true for me but whats different is this is an honest beginng- I have no money - I am more stressed out this week with work - PS I started a new job today I worked twelve hours today-
But really I was in rare stressed form today and She was there- We dont play games _ we tell each other the honest truth- All of it- Its weird- Shes older and this is a no bull shit ride- She said she was willing to wait and she wasnt going anywhere- i dont know if its fair to ake her wait and she seems to say whats in my head- "Maybe we would should just be "friends" and not worry abot 'us'".
okay I have two hours of sleep before it all begins again!!! GOODNIGHT
Ugh my stomach is killing me
But really I was in rare stressed form today and She was there- We dont play games _ we tell each other the honest truth- All of it- Its weird- Shes older and this is a no bull shit ride- She said she was willing to wait and she wasnt going anywhere- i dont know if its fair to ake her wait and she seems to say whats in my head- "Maybe we would should just be "friends" and not worry abot 'us'".
okay I have two hours of sleep before it all begins again!!! GOODNIGHT
Ugh my stomach is killing me