IN Response to Sadness
So I read your blog and I know-I know what its like to have a plan and then for months later it has totally changed- I know what its like to wake up next to someone everyday and for them to be gone-I know what its like to not want the next day be like the last and Just try to find somethin or someone to numb the pain or fill the void inside me and make the aching go away- I know
But I know I have to be whole and noone is going to fill up all my time and I am going to have to be alone and be sober and really spend time with me. One person or group of people cant distract me me from myself and I am going to have to learn to like me- Actually in fact learn to appreciate myslef and be responsible for myself. I have to find the happiness I once was not what I had but who I used to be- I have to rediscover sobriety and healthy living and the essence of me.
Amanda- You are a beautiful and bright You light up a room. Your smile is warm and Your life is worth you being being a part of and being in control.
Sometimes we get lost in the presesnt and cant see the future or we forgot what hope was but There is a plan for you to prosper a plan for your future.
Embrace today
Find something that scares you and do it immeadiately
When you make a mistake, don't look back at it long. Take the reason of the thing into your mind and then look forward. Mistakes are lessons of wisdom. The past cannot be changed. The future is yet in your power.
Hugh White
Hope you have a good Day- Much Love- AJ
Posted by AJ on Wednesday, May 17, 2006 at 6:47 AM
But I know I have to be whole and noone is going to fill up all my time and I am going to have to be alone and be sober and really spend time with me. One person or group of people cant distract me me from myself and I am going to have to learn to like me- Actually in fact learn to appreciate myslef and be responsible for myself. I have to find the happiness I once was not what I had but who I used to be- I have to rediscover sobriety and healthy living and the essence of me.
Amanda- You are a beautiful and bright You light up a room. Your smile is warm and Your life is worth you being being a part of and being in control.
Sometimes we get lost in the presesnt and cant see the future or we forgot what hope was but There is a plan for you to prosper a plan for your future.
Embrace today
Find something that scares you and do it immeadiately
When you make a mistake, don't look back at it long. Take the reason of the thing into your mind and then look forward. Mistakes are lessons of wisdom. The past cannot be changed. The future is yet in your power.
Hugh White
Hope you have a good Day- Much Love- AJ
Posted by AJ on Wednesday, May 17, 2006 at 6:47 AM