Sick

[pouchofpleasure]

I am feeling Pretty sick- But not Flu Sick- The Beach has Strep - My brothers Best friend just got over Tonslitus and my Mother a Nasal thing- But mine is more allergic reaction to beer or Mono- I dont know- I have been sleeping like crazy - For ten hours everyday- And I have only eaten about two meals in three days because I am afraid everytime I eat something I will throw it up The night after binge drinking beer I threw up All mornig and at work- The next night I took off of drinking - then Last night I went out and I was totally Not feeling it- Can you believe it Me not feeling St Pattys day- God I couldnt even drink beers I drank two and Then a gina nd tonic- I knew I could nt drink anymore- And I puked up food the next mornig- again- A woman at work said- It sounded like I was pregnant- BUT there is no way no how- Speaking of that I ran into a girl I went to High school with and she had her four day old baby with her- Her husband date dme before they stated dating in highscholl- WEIRd- ANywayz- I was chaating wit this old teacher of mine- He aLWAYS MAKES ME FEEL GOOD _ hE SAYS oH THERES MY fAVORITE STUDENT- He went in for teh kiss on the lips but I turned and I now call him John and his wife left him this year and he is quitting teaching at the school and He said jokingly He wants to ruanaway to Californai and become a hippie- He has always been my favoriet_ when I was in Highschool I transferred my feelings of affection of him to his son whom is my age But now % years later his son ahs two kids and is married - John said tonight - about new babies- Oh I wouldnt want to that would you?- I said no - He asked do you like boys? _ I said no I havent dated one in at least two years- He laughed when I told him I dont really have a need for boys I have brothersd who do things for me-

Oh God my stomach is freaking out - I only ate crispex- A sugar ccokie and a 99c KFC snacker tonght and feel like ther is an alien in my stomach trying to get out and it going too God i hope i dont throw up!!!