Now What
So I have being feeling that postgraduated depressed thing _ I am eating too much and so not organized I have been a bad freind to a lot of people because I havent called them- i just found out a friend of mine got in a car accident last week I am so freakin lazy why didnt I call her another one just moved- How did I not know this- Where have I been?? i GUESS i AM SCARED OF WHERE i AM GOING AND I am not happy with my status of money I really want to buy clothes and pay bills and Send out resumes but I need money so I need another job-
I have a headache I cant believe how freaking sad and depressing this sounds I really need to get over myself and shake this off- I have to get oof the couch and just dowhat I need to do and not talk a bout it - I know that ther e are far more terrible things going on in the world and even this in my life is just a speed bump but I guess Iwas just running so fast I am caught off guard-
I spent like ten hours at Barnes and Noble this week working on Resumes and stuff
Everybody around here went back to school this is the first time in my life I am not in school and i really miss my brother Ryan-
Another day tomorrow- another chance
I need to get LAID
Taking care of business by myself is getting boring
I need something crazy and exciting
I have a headache I cant believe how freaking sad and depressing this sounds I really need to get over myself and shake this off- I have to get oof the couch and just dowhat I need to do and not talk a bout it - I know that ther e are far more terrible things going on in the world and even this in my life is just a speed bump but I guess Iwas just running so fast I am caught off guard-
I spent like ten hours at Barnes and Noble this week working on Resumes and stuff
Everybody around here went back to school this is the first time in my life I am not in school and i really miss my brother Ryan-
Another day tomorrow- another chance
I need to get LAID
Taking care of business by myself is getting boring
I need something crazy and exciting