May 09, 2005 10:59
I wrote this Email to my Good friend in the Armmy He is in Iraq- I hope he likes it !!
Prepare for a long.. sexy and reminiscent journey in the life of AMY J.
Well Hello There soldier man Well its almost time _I graduate in a few weeks and the pressurei s on - Finish the papers and focus on the end- Its so Easy to tune out at this point- I mean I cant even belive its here- Now If I had pushed harder I could been done earlier but i have enjoyed pushing my childhoood out as long as I can- So I am dating a 19 year old at 23 it kinda reminds me of the good old days- The older more expereinced and Fabulous one with the young so innocent and very much needed young lover. On my dorm room door I have paper that says The Fabulous 11 week count down in the life of AMYJ - So every week I write something Fabulous!!
Like: Chicago Art Institute,Martini Monday
Thirsty Thursday,Intense kissing, Waking up with Cocoa Krispies in my bed
Random locations on campus I have done it, Dunkin donuts drive thru and talking to the man who lives in the speaker - He told us munchkins are sold indivuidaully for 17 cents- Fabulous Huh
. So Here I am at another place in my life Descions
I have to grow up and get a big girl job
Cant work at Starbucks forever
Oh before I foget i am on Livejournal.com- my name: pouchofpleasure
And Myspace.com - AJ - My hometown is Naperville IL
Okay So I always said I was only going to be Gay for college well college is ending my freind and I didnt " Phase it out" like I planned
I think I am addicted to my girlfreind
I am actually looking for jobs in the suburbs Now- just so i can be closer to her Scary
Mom Walked in on me over spring break _ I had a half naked girl in my bed - Top up of course and it was my fault I know i told her not to put her shirt back on
I had only an hour of sleep at that point and still drunk- Sharon asks- " Whats going on - Who is That"
'oh it jess'
Sharon- " Why doesnt she have a shirt on?"
'oh it hot in here'
It was crazy Jason- I went to my moms room and we sat on the bed - She asked me if i was Gay-
Well Hello - Its righthere in your face- _ BUT I said No I didnt belive in GAY and That I was going to marry a man so she had nothing to worry about-
She repedetley asked what was going on I just said dont worry about everythings fine
Well Now I have to move home for the summer
I dont know I will have to be good Date some boys or sumthin so Sharon doesnt freak - Ilove my girlfriend her name is Jessica Obrien another JESS and She is going to meet my parents tonight for dinner - She isa littel nervous but She can do the make up thing and pull off a girl look even though she is a littel tomboy- my last girlfreind i intoduced to my mom as " My freind" _ god my mom totally saw through that girl was totally hippie girl no makeup baggy clothes- So Obviosly Bian- aka Lesbian- Actually she and I tried to be friends after we broke up but it was not worth it She got crazy jealous and one night last month she was wasted and came over to my room because she heard I was sleeping with this guy and she punched me in the face- Well i have to admit i did hit her first- but it was more of a slap and she was saying horrible ugly thing to me - i was sleeping when she woke me up I had been up for 24 hour previous and tipsy and justified becuse I wasnt sleeping with anyone- Even if I was so What? God I never want to remeber that night I did for two weeks on my face but it healed up and I could cover it mostly with makeup
Evrything is good now I dont talk to her anymore and I know that I dont want someone in my life like that who waould say things to me to make me feel like I am shit- The more I am with Jess The more I realize how BAD Breah (MY Ex ) was for me
Jess and I have an open relationship- I need that option in case I fuck it up and She needs To have fun She is only 19 I want her to expereince everything she wants and not feel like I am holding her back.
Okay well enuf that - i am sorry i have so much I want to tell you Tyler my youngest brother turned 17 autty is 19 and Ryan 21 He lives in Chicago goes to school for photography- Its a good fit for him-and my mom got promoted again
My roomate at school is kick ass She and I drink the same amount and she smokes too - for example we got case a beer on friday night between my girl jess me an Jenny my roomie it was done that night - We party like rock stars
And Jenny and I toatlly get along great she is the youngest of twelve- Big catholic family - She is a little neater than I am - Go figure bu She might be rubbing off on me-
Okay So Do I win the award for longest Email ever- Oh I wish I could talk to you - my phone is shut off right now - But It will be on next friday- I hope 815 494 7370
I pray you are well and safe I want to wish you a VERY VERY Long overdue HAPPY BIRTHDAY and probablly by now you are a DADDY - So Congratulations- Hope you are good and you and your family are blessed - Love you lots Jason- Love always- Amy J.
Email me if you have time- i understand Your probablly super busy - God bless you J