hello and good day,
i forgot my old lj password, so i figure nows the time to start up a new one to update those folks who have interest in my daily activities...i havent posted in months and months...and weekly, my life takes drastic turns and has had its ups and downs.
so where to begin.
well, the biggest event to take place this week is that half of my house is moving out, thanks to the dudes upstairs from us. and granted, things wont change drastically about kids coming over to hangout and being surrounded by friends, but itll be different. ive grown to love these kids. theyre good decent kids who are as close to real as they get to me.
ive come to some realizations about my musical goals, and quitting bete noire was a positive choice. and as far as we had come and as hard as we worked...i dont think i would have lasted. ive come to the realization that i need to sing about posi things, i wouldnt be true to myself to be hating on the world and screaming about shit and i think thats why ive lost some inspiration and have been a bottom feeder to come up with material. and granted my life isnt all smiles and giggles...but i need to remember what i need to do. and what messages i can share with anyone who'll listen. ive been jamming with some kids. and theres talk about possibly jamming with some more kids. im hopeful...
this is all for now.
<3
elissa
so where to begin.
well, the biggest event to take place this week is that half of my house is moving out, thanks to the dudes upstairs from us. and granted, things wont change drastically about kids coming over to hangout and being surrounded by friends, but itll be different. ive grown to love these kids. theyre good decent kids who are as close to real as they get to me.
ive come to some realizations about my musical goals, and quitting bete noire was a positive choice. and as far as we had come and as hard as we worked...i dont think i would have lasted. ive come to the realization that i need to sing about posi things, i wouldnt be true to myself to be hating on the world and screaming about shit and i think thats why ive lost some inspiration and have been a bottom feeder to come up with material. and granted my life isnt all smiles and giggles...but i need to remember what i need to do. and what messages i can share with anyone who'll listen. ive been jamming with some kids. and theres talk about possibly jamming with some more kids. im hopeful...
this is all for now.
<3
elissa