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Nov 12, 2004 22:58

So today was intersting.

Here is a thanks to everyone who made my birthday an actuall good one. Some (but not all) of the specific people would be Abby, Alana, Anneka, Elena, Elena, Potter, Cramer, Fenner, Goverman, Bernson.. no actually all he did was steal brownies, Sophie, Becca even though she sucks and anyone who said happy birthday or made my life a little easier. sorry I cant name everyone.

And of course a special thanks to Olivia, Andrea, Jared, etc.. etc.. etc.. play cast.. etc..(Im lazy at the moment) It was a great cake and song. It will be a great show when you stop (literally) fucking around backstage and get your lines and cues. but youre almost there. and thanks to Rob of course and the guy who came and fixed the board.

Speaking of which.. Im lights.. which despite our kickass new board Im not to thrilled about.. because I wanted to be stage manager. But these things happen.

The service was nice. (for those of you who dont know, my 8th grade teacher's son died, and his funeral was tonight), and it made me feel amazingly inadaquate and... like I havent contributed jack shit to anyone... a nice thought to have on your birthday. But it was nice... I talked to all of my old teachers... talked about life, school, DC. Those were so much simpler and (through no fault of them) so much crappier days.

Mrs Desclos (whose son died) quoted a nice piece. some of it wend kind of like:
"Those who love risk not being loved..
Those who hope risk pain.." and it was a long list.. and it kinda hit home. because Im cowardly and such. annnd what was the point of this. I swear there was one.

whatever. Its amazing to see so many people there. I didnt even know this guy. and.. yes. it was actually not a bad way to spend a birthday. not as much fun as some options.. but it made me think.

Someone said the cliche but true "we never tell people we love them enough" and so being the tremendous fool that I am, even though I said it what, one or two entries ago Ill say it again... probably next entry because next entry is going to take me a bit to write.

well.. 17 years ago right about now (11:30) I was being born. and now here I am. and Im not quite sure what to do next.

So goodnight to you all. and again thanks
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