recent events on the horizon
snow is cool first off. lately i have done alot of thinking and been really worn out on one sided friendships with people. i have worked super hard on keeping in touch and it is wearing me thin to the point of exhaustion. i do not like it at all one bit. i am tired of being the one giving all the phone calls and not getting any response back at all. it is who i am, i really just want people to respond more than they do. i try not to complain but this has really been frustrating me alot lately. In other news i went looking for work in downtown Portland a couple days ago. The police got a call about someguy with black baggy pants and a black hoody threating people with a knife. mid 20's white male, black beanie. i fit the description since i was wearing all of they clothes listed minus the beanie. so a total of four police officers pulled me over. When i walk towards one of them, i recieved a gun drawn on me from 6 feet away at the most. They searched me and found nothing. so much for the police using self defense. a gun is easier to pull on someone. personally i would rather have someone pull self defense moves, since i am not afraid of gun being pulled on me. Well that extends my being pulled over streak beyond Gresham. i might as well not even wear clothes, but then again i will get pulled over for that also. it is ridiculous, but i am done with this post. farewell from someone who has been angry this whole week.