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Feb 02, 2005 23:00

I went to the doctor today. I'm not doing to great these days. I'm getting scared about my health. I am waiting on test results about how active my lupus is with this flare up and if it has done any organ damage. I know my lungs are damaged permanently but the test is to check for kidney and heart involvement. I feel and look like crap. I'm not the same person I once was and I know I'll never be the person I was. I am scared I'll get so bad before I get to be around my daughter that I won't be able to do all the things we use to. Oh well thats not for me to change. I just try to take care of myself so I can function as much as possible for as long as possible. I am scared.
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