*sigh*
I feel so lonely... I don't hang out with anyone except Kyle (which isn't a bad thing but still...). I'd like to be able to have someone to go places with that isn't my boyfriend sometimes ya know? Like to go shopping, see girly movies with... I need friends...
And Kyle said something to me today... He said that I don't value myself... Becuz whenever he says that I am so beautiful and stuff, he knows I don't feel like I am, and sometimes I don't. And he said that I'm always talking about how I'm not good at anything and I how think I'm horrible and I'm really hard on myself and stuff... He was like, "It's like you think you're nothing..." and he put his head on my chest... And when he said that, and when he wasn't looking, I thought about it... Sometimes I really do feel that way... He cares about me so much... And I sometimes think that I treat him poorly... But I like him so much. So much. I feel lucky to have him... I really do.
Well... I'm going to stop being depressing... Gotta get to bed... I'm outtie ♥
And Kyle said something to me today... He said that I don't value myself... Becuz whenever he says that I am so beautiful and stuff, he knows I don't feel like I am, and sometimes I don't. And he said that I'm always talking about how I'm not good at anything and I how think I'm horrible and I'm really hard on myself and stuff... He was like, "It's like you think you're nothing..." and he put his head on my chest... And when he said that, and when he wasn't looking, I thought about it... Sometimes I really do feel that way... He cares about me so much... And I sometimes think that I treat him poorly... But I like him so much. So much. I feel lucky to have him... I really do.
Well... I'm going to stop being depressing... Gotta get to bed... I'm outtie ♥