a note about my life
its been a long time since i actually made an update. so i guess as i have 10 minutes for once i will say something about my life as it is now.
i am living here in maryland for the summer. this has caused me more stress than i know what to do with, between finding a place to live and a job to support it. so i dont really have either and since i am staying so i can be with my bf, we have decided it is financially best to live together because we hope he is getting this super amazing job and he can afford to pay the rent for a place for three months. i realize everyone and their mother thinks its too soon, but its not permamant, its only three months. my mother is even ok with it. MY mom, who didnt want me to stay down here. and i'm not just staying cuz of him, its also because i have nothing to go home to. most of my friends are always busy or arent even going to be in massachusetts this summer. so i dont really want to sit on my ass with no friends and no where to go all summer. anyways, i wont have to worry about paying nearly as much then so if i only have a crappy mall job to supliment my desk job at a ballet studio i'll be alright. besides that i have had serious issues with my extremely small group of friends here. quelle suprise. anyways i have decided it best in that situation to just be nice but leave them alone. id rather have no close friends than people who arent really friends at all and who never have time for me and just get drunk and go tanning. school hasnt been that stressful, i've stayed on top of my work and have actually been getting things done on time, or early. well some things. i still procrastonate the shit out of papers usually. but i havent had to write many thank god. i got a single for next year as well, here on campus, which i plan to be my final year living on campus.
i will be comming home this summer for two weeks, one in the beginning of my summer (May 21-27) and one at the end of it (either the week of August 13-19 or 20-27). so hopefully i will get to see people then. make time for me? im serious.
i am living here in maryland for the summer. this has caused me more stress than i know what to do with, between finding a place to live and a job to support it. so i dont really have either and since i am staying so i can be with my bf, we have decided it is financially best to live together because we hope he is getting this super amazing job and he can afford to pay the rent for a place for three months. i realize everyone and their mother thinks its too soon, but its not permamant, its only three months. my mother is even ok with it. MY mom, who didnt want me to stay down here. and i'm not just staying cuz of him, its also because i have nothing to go home to. most of my friends are always busy or arent even going to be in massachusetts this summer. so i dont really want to sit on my ass with no friends and no where to go all summer. anyways, i wont have to worry about paying nearly as much then so if i only have a crappy mall job to supliment my desk job at a ballet studio i'll be alright. besides that i have had serious issues with my extremely small group of friends here. quelle suprise. anyways i have decided it best in that situation to just be nice but leave them alone. id rather have no close friends than people who arent really friends at all and who never have time for me and just get drunk and go tanning. school hasnt been that stressful, i've stayed on top of my work and have actually been getting things done on time, or early. well some things. i still procrastonate the shit out of papers usually. but i havent had to write many thank god. i got a single for next year as well, here on campus, which i plan to be my final year living on campus.
i will be comming home this summer for two weeks, one in the beginning of my summer (May 21-27) and one at the end of it (either the week of August 13-19 or 20-27). so hopefully i will get to see people then. make time for me? im serious.