Jun 02, 2005 00:03
ok i have a couple of things i want to write about today.
1) yesterday (well, almost...i mean tuesday) when i was working an old brittish woman and im assuming her grandson came into the store and i got to help them. and it made my day because they were visiting the states on holiday and were brittish and yea. oh accents...expecially brittish ones.
2) today i was emotionally everywhere. work was kinda stressful.even though one of my coworkers brought in homemade blueberry muffins that were awesome. i didnt have time for lunch so i had to go to ballet without having eaten since 8am. then i was having a body issue day. and i realized that its driving that makes me so angry. and i said that to ms shiff who said its better to drive slow and now loose your cool. then she bought up how she lost her 19 year old nephew in a car accident a few years ago. his friend was driving and went around a car and an 18-wheeler hit them and killed her nephew, but the driver only got bumped up a bit. so that made me sad and i almost cried about it the whole drive home. then my mom didnt get home forever so i had a pathetic dinner. but i went over katherine's to keep her and her wissomteeth-less self company. we watched high fidelity and it made me feel better. lonley, but less sad and just overall upset. sort of.
3) im working thirty hours next week. and im working friday night 5-11, saturday 7-11 and sunday 2-7. which sucks cuz pat's finally gonna be home and i have to wait till sunday night to spend a little bit of time with him. stupid schedual.
4) in walking home from katherine's i noticed how weird i am. most people when walking alone anywhere when its night get worried about being raped or mugged or something or even if its from movies getting killed by some crazy murderer. no no. not me. i get worried about deamons i read about in children's books. im not even talking harry potter. i shouldnt be allowed to watch tv, movies or read books. im not even scared the things gonna hurt me. just the fact that id see it. such a fruitcake.
well since ive stressed myself out so much im exausted. but talia cancelled her plans with me for tomorrow so im free till 3:30. which means i can sleep later. i suppose thats good. so i guess im going to bed.