Feb 13, 2007 02:57
WHY AM I SO FREAKING PICKY?!
aaaaaaaaaaah.
i want a boyfriend. i miss that feeling. i guess because lame cody stopped talking to me out of nowhere - wtf. whatever, wasnt meant to be anyways. ugh, i'm in a very pissy mood. i hate boys. Guys with great personalities that i love, dont look that well - so i dont like them, whhhhhy. why why why. and then, i get guys with horrible personalities that end up screwing me over with great looks...but i'm pretty and i can't date unpretty looking guys. wtf i'm soooooooooooooooo lame. I have to wake up at 11am. I have an interview at 2, sears call center - no idea what i'll be doing there, but i have an interview, application process, background check, and drug test tomorrow. Hope I get the job! Boys officially suck. like i dont want to date anyone - untill i know they're the one, i can't handle anymore heartaches. but i feel psycho like thinking about marrying someone - god i'm so not a normal teenager.