Haven't updated in a while....
Just when I thought I'd start updating regularly... I skip a month...
Oh well... I'm hopefully back.
Dan and I are good... but sometimes he can really get on my nerves... his lack of organizational skills is very obvious... I don't think he's ever put anything into his binder. He does his work, but then he looses it... Quite halarious to watch though.
A lot of people have been asking me about him. Quite a few of his friends from last year, who don't go to this school, have been "interviewing" me. It's really sweet that they want the best for him, but it's getting annoying. My friends from my old school haven't met him yet, and to tell you the truth, I really don't want them to.
I think I'm drifting from a lot of the people from last year, I changed schools, so whenever I call Jill or Nina or whoever, they get bored whenver I talk about people they don't know, and the same thing happens to me when they talk. It's not surprising, but I feel bad about it happening nevertheless.
I still haven't told my parents about Dan, we're not really "going out" yet... we probably will, but definitely in a group, with other friends. I feel bad about not telling them everything, but I don't feel as guilty because I'm not exactly lying, I'm just not telling the whole truth. My parents won't completely freak out (I think), but they will say a whole bunch of crap about me being too young. I can understand where they're coming from, but I don't agree. All I know for sure, is that it definitely won't be too positive.
Is it unnatural for Dan to feel nervous to like be with me, in front of everyone else... because whenever it's just us with his/my closest friends, he's always beside me, and holding my hand, or putting his arm around me. But whenever other less closer friends or people who are just classmates come, he sometimes sorta just lets go.
Maybe it's because he's embarrassed of me? But I hope not... it may just be because he doesn't want the whole world knowing, but pretty much everyone already does. It's probably because a lot of people would make a huge deal out of it, because he's hardly known me for three months, but I know him a lot better than people I knew from my old school, who I'd been with since I was 8. It also may be because a lot of people would say I'm crazy or say he's crazy or just not believe us, because nobody really expected this to happen.
What do you think?
Oh well... I'm hopefully back.
Dan and I are good... but sometimes he can really get on my nerves... his lack of organizational skills is very obvious... I don't think he's ever put anything into his binder. He does his work, but then he looses it... Quite halarious to watch though.
A lot of people have been asking me about him. Quite a few of his friends from last year, who don't go to this school, have been "interviewing" me. It's really sweet that they want the best for him, but it's getting annoying. My friends from my old school haven't met him yet, and to tell you the truth, I really don't want them to.
I think I'm drifting from a lot of the people from last year, I changed schools, so whenever I call Jill or Nina or whoever, they get bored whenver I talk about people they don't know, and the same thing happens to me when they talk. It's not surprising, but I feel bad about it happening nevertheless.
I still haven't told my parents about Dan, we're not really "going out" yet... we probably will, but definitely in a group, with other friends. I feel bad about not telling them everything, but I don't feel as guilty because I'm not exactly lying, I'm just not telling the whole truth. My parents won't completely freak out (I think), but they will say a whole bunch of crap about me being too young. I can understand where they're coming from, but I don't agree. All I know for sure, is that it definitely won't be too positive.
Is it unnatural for Dan to feel nervous to like be with me, in front of everyone else... because whenever it's just us with his/my closest friends, he's always beside me, and holding my hand, or putting his arm around me. But whenever other less closer friends or people who are just classmates come, he sometimes sorta just lets go.
Maybe it's because he's embarrassed of me? But I hope not... it may just be because he doesn't want the whole world knowing, but pretty much everyone already does. It's probably because a lot of people would make a huge deal out of it, because he's hardly known me for three months, but I know him a lot better than people I knew from my old school, who I'd been with since I was 8. It also may be because a lot of people would say I'm crazy or say he's crazy or just not believe us, because nobody really expected this to happen.
What do you think?